That's why you destroy everything you touch - My story.

PLEASE PLEASE Watch in HD YT kills the quality

Again?Errr yeah.. for another contest. Doing video about my story kinda make me strong.

READ THE DESCRIPTION or you can't understand anything

I OWN NOTHING NO COPY RIGHT INFRINGEMENT INTENDED

I choose Effy because I feel very similar to her sometimes: the character,the way she dresses, the struggles...
Me: Effy
My Bestfriend(who is my bf also now): Pandora
My ex bestfriend(Katie)
Freddie:My ex boyfriend
Chris: My actual boyfriend
Sid: A friend who is in love with me
Anthea:my Mum
I don't like how this video came out. It is too much quick, I don't know.
Well well I picture myself in Effy, Katie was my bestfriend and Pandora too. Me and Panda fought a lot of times but we still best friend. Katie, when she met her boyfriend, started to lie to me, to push me away and when my mother died, she wasn' t there. My mother died and it was the hardest pain of my life, with her, my bestfriend(Katie) left me and my boyfriend too(Freddie). So I cut myself and I really wanted to die. Fortunately I found a light in my friends. Now I've got a new boyfriend, Chris, he loves me, he's good, sweet, but he's not right for me. We have different character and much more. Sid, a friend of mine, is in love with me too. I'm a bit confused, because he makes me smile, laugh, he loves me, comprend me, but I'm not too courage to leave Chris and take Sid.

Watch this:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q4jQNKzVQMI&feature=player_embedded and read the description. You can understand my story better, really. If you have something to ask me, ask please :D

Quotation explanation:
"I'm officially of the raills, you should try it"
"She was hurt you have to remember this."
"That's why you destroy everything you touch." (I think that this quotation describe me a lot. I destroy everything I touch, because I'm aggressive, stupid, rebel and when I take care of something this will be destroy. Like friendship, love and my mom. Everything)
"Why are you so horrible?" (Yeah somebody told me that I'm a bitch, maybe because I'm sincere...and "CRUEL")
"I don't know why I am the way I am."
"Please I need you okay?"
"Katie,why didn't you tell me"(Katie starts to tell me lie)
"Oh maybe you're jealous of me"(Katie, really told me that I was only jealous about his boyfriend, because none loves me, thank you -.-)
"Everything ends badly"
"What's going on?" "I'm sorry I've to tell you your mother is dead" "I need to sit down"
"And I needed my best friend more than ever. And you cut me out cause I was honest with you"
"She's dead.Let it go" (Katie telling me to forget the dead of my mother.Good -.-)
"Have you ever been in love?Do you want me to describe it to you? "
"Do you remember when you rode with me in the ambulance after I tried to kill myself?That's what love feels like. "
"I love you"
"I fucked up bit time, I'm more thank sorry.You're my whole world"(Chris is supersweet, but he can't understand me at all. He's not present as I want)
"Just gonna make think right "You can't" "What can I do?"
"I love you" "because I feel like singing when I see you. And you're beautiful." "Well everybody loves me."
"You say sorry"(This sentence was putted in the video just because I hurted so much Sid, poor Sid :( )
"Why bother?Caring about people"

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• Stonem
• Elisabeth
• Kaya
• Scodelario
• Freddie
• McLair
• Luke
• Pasqualino
• Jack
• O'Connel
• James
• Cook
• Pandora
• Moon
• Lisa
• Backwell
• Megan
• Prescott
• Katie
• Fitch
• Freffy
• Ceffy
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• you
• story
• contest
• Anthea
• Chris/Effy
• SId
• Jenkis
• Sid/Effy
• Effy/Katie
• Effy/Pandora

[ginny2020]

this is genuinely the most beautiful video I have ever seen on YouTube. I am so sorry for you loss<3

[OfGoldenDaffodils]

@ginny2020

Thank you so so so much <3

[CamGGsweden]

I have no words... just feelings <3

[OfGoldenDaffodils]

@CamGGsweden

<3

[Knuddel2302]

this is beautiful. <3

[VilyaXxX0llwyna]

well let me tell you you almost made me cry with this. and the worst thing about it is that it's not even fictional.

[natanduarte69]

@OfGoldenDaffodils

if you put a subtitle I would like very much to translate to portuguese. Im from brazil.

LOVED

[TheParadoxMuse]

Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met... I lost Alice, and that day I nearly forgot all that I still had. This video Brought me to tears indeed, but those were the good kind, the kind that cleanse. I needed it. Allow me to offer you my condolences and love. mostly the latter because truly that is all we have in life. Never forget, but it is important to move on. I know its true, but still I often have struggle in heeding my own advice. I loved her.

[crazycat9972]

good vid

[OfGoldenDaffodils]

@Flickertowers

I hope you will :D

[Flickertowers]

@OfGoldenDaffodils

:D The last one was a bit cliche, but if they weren't honest, they wouldn't be cliche, right? Maybe I will tell you a little of my story in PM. I dunno. Maybe. :)

[OfGoldenDaffodils]

@Flickertowers

Wow. Your comments are fantastic, almost life's lessons. I hope that, as you say, sooner or later my turn will come. If you want to write me something about you send me private message, do it! I'm an excellent listener. And, if you time to vid your story, let me know ;)