I did all my best to smile

Goodbye.
Now it's time to say goodbye.

Long time before Ramon was here I rode a little pony and dreamed of having a own horse which is just perfect the way he is. Then one day day there came 2 new horses in our stable and the first time i saw Ramon i thought , oh my god, it is like a wish came true.He was really perfect. I asked if I could ride him one time. But it was just a selling horse and he was just in our stable to will be sold. But they said why not, you can ride him. So i rode him and i was like the happiest girl on earth. I loved him so much, too much, and just wished to have him forever but i knew that he wouldn't be longer than 1 month here. So the riding school asked me if i wanted to buy him. I talked with my parents and then the big drama began. NO! So this meant for me he will go. I cried in this time so often and looked everywhere for a possibility that he would stay. But last but not least I gave up on hoping. I still wanted to enjoy the last few weeks with him. Then there was a girl, she wanted to buy him with me together. So the riding school said that they will buy him and we two will take both a horse share on him and maybe buy him together later.So we rode him and were both happy. I was happy. had beautiful moments with him. my first show jumping show. riding lessons. jumping lessons. we improved us. I had like a own horse. Then the riding school took him for riding lessons. Since that moment he turned bad. He was shy and bucked and so on. But i still tried the best with him. But he wasn't like before. Then one day the riding school said he have to go away because they can't do anything with him anymore and if i still would be interested to buy him. so the same drama again. But he stay at least, i don't know why. Everything was okay for a whole year.
Then last holidays i was at Ali (Chanduproductions) over new year. Suddenly my friend wrote me a message if it it true that ramon is sold? I thought what the hell? NO FOR SURE NOT! I was not riding ramon before that day for 3 weeks because of my operation. so my friend told me the other horse share bought him. I couldn't believe that and wrote to the girl if this is true. And yes it was. she took him away from me. she just wanted a own horse, and she never have loved him so much like i did. i cried this few days and nights so much. That would mean i won't ride him never again. Do you know that feeling? You are far away from home and gets information about that. And i know i will never find a horse like him again. i will give up on riding. Searching for a month now a new horse share but can't find one. And i am still thinking sometimes it was my own fault. i had let him go. i wasn't often able to ride. i gave up fighting for him because i thought everything was okay. i was so stupid. I loved him so much. i fight for him for over a year and just from one to the other day he is gone. If i cannot see him anymore i just want to forget everything. that he would never had been mine. Because it hurts to much to know the truth!

RAMON GOODBYE - I LOVE YOU :(

xxsandra

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[HorseProductionz]

tut mir echt leid für dich xx schönes video

[Cindarellaax3]

@HorseProductionz danke :( <3

[karolass1]

Oh Gosh :( I'm really really sorry girl! ;( when I was reading the desc. I almost cried :( so sorry :(

[Cindarellaax3]

@karolass1 thank you hun :// <3

[lovesherhorsetoomuch]

This is so stunning a beautiful tribute to the times you had together - beautiful such a sad story though :( xxxx Hope your okay sweet ♥ xxxx

[Cindarellaax3]

@lovesherhorsetoomuch hun you are so cute <3 thank you so much :( <33

[alisialovesdarwyn]

amazing video so saad thow:(!xx

how do you edit your videos?xxx

[katnjas]

FUCKING BITCH! I hate it when people just take a horse away from you like that! She knew you loved him and yet she bought him without telling you! That happened to me with my horse Echo but I spoke to the girl, she refused to give her back to me but then I did something that will make her give her back -Evil cackle- Now Echo is amazing :D Dont give up hope hun, you'll find him one day and he'll be yours

[TheyDreamFame]

My eyes are watering from reading this! I know what you're going through:( There was a lesson horse that I had been riding and showing for three years, and some family from new york had to take him away from me for their kid that didn't even like horses:( he was a wonderful horse and then one day i went to the barn and he was gone:( sorry for the story, it just brought back memories:) wonderful video, btw!

[horsewhispers101]

that is horrible i cant even imaien how you must feel i'm so sorry i know what it's like to loose a horse you love alot <3

[felinehoi]

I cry, and I cry not fast, I'm so sorry for you :(

[MissLulu1997]

oh sandra :( <3

tust mir sooo leid! :( <33

[Cindarellaax3]

@xLovesMercedes <3