Chapter 58: Goodbye part 1

I watched from the side of the stage as my brothers lived there dreams. Amazing, breath taking, unbelievable, passionate...all these words came to mind as I watched them sing their hearts out to the crazy crowd.

S.O.S. was what they were singing now. With help from about 10,000 people. They were smiling hugely. I decided that I wasn't going to be sad about leaving immediately. I wanted them to live this concert right, not sadly because of me.

"It's the call I'll never...get." Nick sang. He threw is guitar pick into the crowd, and handed off his instrument. He began to smack hands with the screaming first row fans, wave, and blow kisses. The three of them joined hand at center stage, raised them in the aire high above their heads, then bowed. The crowd applauded even louder as they exited the stage.

I took a deep breath as I walked around the stage to where my brothers were. I stayed back to listen to their happiness.

"That was amazing!" Joe screamed.

"Electrifying!" Kevin yelled.

"Unbelievable...Sissy?" Nick said, spinning around and searching frantically for me. I came out from behind the case. "Sissy!"

He ran over to me and pulled me into a tight hug. I didn't care that he was sweaty, nor did I care that I had told myself not to remind them. I hugged Nick back as tightly as possible and burried my face into his shoulder.

"Sissy...what's wrong?" Nick asked, rubbing my back. He could tell something was wrong. When I didn't answer or look at him, he put a gentle hand under my chin and lifted my face. When he saw the silent tears that were escaping against my better judgement, the reality of my departure hit him.

Tears filled his eyes.

"Bubby please, please don't cry," I begged. It didn't help, because his tears fell.

He bent his head down and rested it on my shoulder. I hugged him tighter than ever, not wanting to let go.

"Come on guys," Kevin said softly. "Let's go to the dressing room."

Nick pulled me down onto his lap as soon as we entered the room. Joe closed the door and sat next to us, with Kevin on his other side. They all looked at me. I took a deep breath.

"I know I can't go on tour with you. There's no point in begging Dad now. I'm going to miss you so much. Just because I'm not gonna be here doesn't mean you can't have the best time of your lives on tour."

"It won't be the best time without you Kiki," Joe said in a shaky voice.

"Who said you would be without me. I'll call every morning, every night before a concert, and I'll wait up as long as I need to until you call me after a show. I'll text you every time you need me, and I will always pick up my phone, no matter where I am. And..." I trailed off.

I got up off of Nick's lap. I had to assure him I was coming back for him to allow me, because he had his arms around my waist. When he did let me up, I walked over to my bag, and pulled out 3 velvet boxes, and a CD. The boxes were gifts, and the CD was a song I had recorded with my Dad for them.

"I got these when I found out I wouldn't be going with you. This way, even if I'm a thousand miles away...I'm there for you. Listen to this when I'm gone." I handed Joe the CD.

I took a shaky breath, and opened the first box. I took out the note I had put in it.

"Kevy..."
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I didn't get 15 :( But here is the first part of the goodbyes. 10 comments for the next part. Can the comments say more than 'awesome' or 'loved it'. Maybe a little more wordy?? Please!

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[Tatyanna1920]

*speachless* abbbbb ab abib abbbib *slaps self* about like the most awsome story ive read

[MsKeiiraa]

your a great writer :)

[nelenastoriesxx09]

this is so sad. please please please please post. i want to read one more before i have to get ready for homecoming. please please please post :D

xoxo

[iheartnickj121]

i almost cried...that's how good it was...i felt like i was with them, and that my friend, is the work of an amazing writer. please dont stop writing any time soon. this is my favorite series right now! please post the next part really soon!!!

[krazekikz]

i almost started to cry.

poor nicki D=

but hopefully she will finish her school work and them be able to go on tour.

can't wait to find out what the gifts all say!

[dizzyduck44]

Ditto with the crying. Please post

[beckaroo689]

im going to cry. please post

[JonasBrotherStrict]

=[ so sad =[ i want them to be together =[ it aint fair there dad is so mean

[daniellex3loveee]

this is so sad. i would hate to leave my family or my brother. they mean the world to me and i think niki handled it wayyyyyy more then i would! this is really great Please please please please Post it is a really good story. i am sick i am home alone and no one is posting! PLEASE PLEASE for me....post?!?!?