If I'm honest, I don't really know the full story about what's going on all over youtube or facebook at the moment, I'm not really into all the politics and if I can just share my experiences with Jay on here, hopefully making a few of you smile, knowing that watching all your videos and keeping up to date with all of you makes ME smile, and doing as much as I can to help and encourage you by means of anything I can, even if it's only words somethimes, then that's all I'm on here for. But haters, they've always been here. Not just online but in general life, and if you listened to every little word or got down about every little dislike, your life could be miserable - cos it's going to happen, no matter how fantastic you are.
Take the good, take the happiness, take the positive... that's the only thing in life that's ever going to do you any good.
I appreciate every single kind word on here from you guys, and I feel really bad for not always being able to let you all know really how encouraging it is! I like to upbuild other people too, after all there's nothing better than someone just being nice. it doesn't cost anything.
I know there are probobly many people, including alot on here, who don't agree with what i do or say, and that's ok, everyone can have their own opinions, but please know that if you choose to try and pass that view over to me, I'm honestly not going to read it. :)
And that's it. I am a SERIOUSLY lucky person for having what I have and I don't ever forget how much I really don't deserve this. No matter how much I work for it, I don't have the right, and never will do, to own an amazing animal like Jumanji, but I am forever greatful that I do.
2011 has been one of the worst years I've ever had, I've lost my beloved gran and my beautiful horse, I've had confidence crisis after crisis, I've struggled so much trying to be what I feel I need to be just to get by... through trying to cope with so uch loss I really did lose who I am for a while, and alot of things have came into focus.
There are very few things I worried about last year that really are important, and these things are now what I realise are the only things worthy of so much thought.Next year, no matter what happens, bad or good, the only thing I can control is myself. All my effort is going into the good things in life, everything that will help me and other people, nothing else is important.
I'm hoping next year things will pick up again, but even if it doesn't, I know I'll get through it.
I hope all of you have a great year ahead and I really do hope things go well for you all.
Thank you so much as ever, lots of love, Coley and Jay. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
(Jay's now back in work, he's stabled 24/7 atm (usually he lives out 24/7 but fields are being rested) so he had so much energy I started lunging and hacking him 2 weeks ago, I've got a pessoa for him too and the improvement alraeady is incredible.
We had SO much fun today - first time he'd beein ridden since I clipped him, he was so good :) This is his first actuall schooling sesh for about 7 weeks, so excuse the rustyness!
And excuse my chair seat haha, stirrups were so short and was having too much fun to really notice ;)
This horse means so much to me and is feeling brilliant right now, as ever, he's always such a reason to smile and I can't wait to find out what next year holds! :) xxxxxxxxxxx
My back up with lost of raws and a video from him going mental in the arena a week or so ago ;)
http://www.youtube.com/user/ColeyJaay
I actually love your outlook on everything.. i say this so much but you are so down to earth and lovely! You and jay are so inspirational! you honestly keep me smiling, i love your videos+desc.. you always make me stop and think and realise how lucky we all are!! happy newyear.. and i hope this year is a good one :-)xxx
EmAndPico09 1 month ago 12
jumanji is like my biggest weakness. i cannot help but adore him!
he's such a cheerful, bright and happy little youngster and he's so full of life, which you don't really see in youngsters anymore, I honestly don't think anybody could have turned him out better than you have, you're an amazing partnership and I genuinley feel like your biggest fan! hahaa! Best of luck in 2012 and may it bring you and Jumanji many more happy moments together, you deserve them! xx
Ebonyeatallthepies 1 month ago 9