selena's story - ep 1 - nelena pregnancy

p.s. the story is always told from selena's point of view, unless it says otherwise :) enjoy

episode 1

i couldnt help but smile as i put my hands over Nick Jonas's eyes and said guess who, he was my soul-mate, my everything .... i used to hate love, untill i met nick. We'd been dating for about a year and it was his 15th birthday party, me and my best friend Demi Lovato had turned 15 about 3 months ago making him the baby of us all. Demi often teased him over this, but he learnt not to take it seriuosly. Demi goes out with my older brother joe, alot of people gave them stick about it with the 2 and a bit year age gap, but they didnt care, Demi clames she loves joe, i coudnt blame her, joe has always been one to turn on the charm.

"did you get me a prezzie" nick asked, a huge grin spreading across his face, he knew exactly what he was getting, he had been begging since i turned 15 and eventualy i agreed, it annoyed me a little that he brought it up, was that all he could think of, but then his grin flashed into a wide smile and i couldnt help but smile back. "of course" i replied "you'll just have to wait till later to get it" he shrugged and took me to the dance floor

we started off dancing to fast, upbeat music, nick was jumping about all over the place, his curly hair bobbing up and down, joe came over and gave us both drink, he said it was okai, coz he was there, i wasnt sure at first but nick swiged his down in 1 gulp, so i joined in, demi called her house to tell them she would be staying at mines, she wanted a drink to, but we both knew her mom would kill her. The music got slower and before i knew it id drunk so much i couldnt concentrate on what i was doing.

Nick pulled me into is arms, they were strong yet gentle. I always felt safe here, we slow danced until the song ended, and i have to admit i was a bit iritated when it did, i wanted to be there, dancing in his arms forever. Everyone started to leave, eventualy there was just me demi, joe nick and his 2 other brothers.

We didnt ntice the time pass as we sat on the floor drinking, stopping to make out inbetween. Usualy my heart raced so fast i thought the whole world could here it when his lips touched mine, but i was so out of it i hardly noticed. Joe left the room then, demi's hadn in his, i looked around, i couldnt see either of nicks brothers, but then my vision was slightly blurred out

"i love you more than anything in this world" nick managed to slur out, then slowly he touched his lips to mine, after what seemed like forever he pulled away and looked into my eye's. "we dont need to do this if you dont want" he managed to say still grinning but there was a look of general concern in his eyes but that was typical nick jonas, he always cared to much, scared of hurting me, not just physicly but emotionly.

I know what you must be thinking, a guy that asks you to be his first for his 15th obviuosly didnt care that much, but he did. And he always said we didnt have to do anything untill we were both ready, but the gleam in his eyes when i told him earlier that i would be his first, and he would be mine just made me fall for him all over again.

I have to admit i didnt want to do it, i wantedd right there to say no, to just leave it and fall asleep in his arms, but this is what he wanted for his birthday and i cared about him just the same as he did for me, to scared i'd hurt him if i said no.

"im ready" i slurred, and i have to be honest, i was glad id slurred that, i didn't think i was ready, i didn't want to do this, i wanted to be at home, watching movies with his arms wrapped around me, but when he put his lips back onto mine i forgot everything, i just relaxed and let him do the work.

After about an hour we gave up and lay beside one another, the only thing hotter than nick jonas was nick jonas without clothes on. MY face was red and i was sticky with sweat, i supposed the drink was also part blame for that, and then it hit me like a tonn of bricks. Nick had been my first, i had been his, i loved him more now than i had ever done. I pressed my face into his chest and we lay there for a while untill nick said we should get moving, before joe and demi came back and took me home.

All the time i was with nick, id seemed so cool and in control, like id not touched a drink, but when joe came in with demi and helped me up, my legs wobbled underneath me and i collapsed back on the floor. They all laughed a little but nick grabbed me and helped me, this time i managed to stay on my feet long enough for joe to put his arm around me and help me home. Even though my vision -which was now worse than ever- was dodgey i managed to notice demi staggering, i sighed in relief, i wasnt the only one that bad.

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[lovelylovelygirllol]

soo cool i love this kind of stuff!!keep it up

[DemiOSelena]

really good :)