Re: Thoughts of de-transitioning

August 21, 2009. I had many thoughts for Carson after watching his video, so I made a response.

Touches on de-transitioning, male culture and socialization, testosterone, etc.

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• masculinity
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• f2m

[BonesDGAF021]

i am actually thinking about making a video on some of my own doubts right this second, interesting that this would pop up.

[charlesasher]

@BonesDGAF021 interesting. do it!

[senseofvertigo]

SO much truth here..!

[teaganlovesfood]

can somebody give me a link to carson's video charles is responding to?

[BonesDGAF021]

@kelleyroo2 it's not even just always about being muscley but more just filling out your body. i need bigger BONES, you know. i don't want to have this feminine frame. it's almost seeming not worth it to build myself up to "pass" as a natural born MAN all the time. i fucking hate these doubts tho. i am a writer and i am sensitive and short lol so maybe it's just a grass-is-greener outlook. i just wish someone would appreciate me and validate me for the traits i DO have not the ones i dont.

[adcrash]

is that video still up? carson's detransitioning video?

[eawass]

reading, PhDs, intelligence, nerds are all sexy! sexier than any 6ft tall, dark, handsome, masculine, big dicked man!

[KrisES46]

Even if you have triggered other peoples emtions, your feelings are totally vaild and important to share. Thank you for your strength in putting those thoughts and feelings out there!

[xgraywaterx]

Well done!

[johnsmithingtons]

People will like others who are being themselves because that's really the only thing we're actually good at.