PSYCHo - - - hUman NatUre ?!?

My first song!
A study of 'human nature'...
-lyrics: i wrote the lyrics as a study to the words psyche, psychic, psychedelic, psychology, psychosis, psychotic - the apparent mystery of the human "PSYCHE"...
-music & vocals: bella
-engineering: fidelis

PSYCHo
-psychotic thoughts in my mind
drive the hell right out of my psyche
-i guess you would call that abuse
psychological terms that you'd use
-well you may be right but i will not
let go of this freedom i fought for
-this psychosis is real, it is here
and yeah it's the only thing i hear

-psychotic thoughts through my mind
drive the hell out of me and my psyche
i wanna get out but i don't
in a way that would be self-affront
i would have to admit i was wrong
no no no i will stay in my world
i'll stay here in the psychics of fear
and i don't want you anywhere near
-i wanna get out but i don't
no no no i will stay in MY world
i'll stay here in the psychics of fear
and i don't want you anywhere near

- this is MY mind and i choose
to be what you call self-abuse
-psychedelic demons in me
they speak through my mouth and i see
how they look through my eyes unto me
how i look through my eyes unto me

-who am i in this psych world of mine
in this psychosis i call divine?
who am i in this psych world of mine
this psychosis i call divine?
.....

Please understand the "irony" here : to show the "logic" that the mind will use to try and 'justify' self-abuse and what one in one's spiteful ego-trip perceive as 'freedom' -- This is how the human use the Mind : as the seemingly 'free choice' - to not care, to not see anything but oneself = ego.
See, even self-abuse, even self-pity, even self-victimization is ego...

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Category:

Education

Tags:

• psychic
• psychology
• psychedelic
• psychotic
• psychosis
• psyche
• abuse
• self-abuse
• cutting
• pain
• sm
• isolation
• blame
• suicide
• desire
• death
• life
• reality
• here
• awareness
• self-realization
• self-honesty
• self-forgiveness
• self-responsibility
• self-trust
• living-words
• nwo
• nazi
• antifa
• money
• choice
• free-will
• anorexia
• consciousness
• healing
• health
• spirituality

[annabrixthomsen]

Very cool Music and cool to HERE you!

[BellaBargilly]

@annabrixthomsen Here you are Anna! thank you

[BellaBargilly]

understand the “irony” here : to show the “logic” that the mind will use to try and ‘justify’ self-abuse and what one in one’s spiteful ego-trip perceive as ‘freedom’ – This is how the human use the Mind : as the seemingly ‘free choice’ - to not care, to not see anything but oneself = ego.

See, even self-abuse, even self-pity, even self-victimization is ego...

[ermling]

super kunstwerk! starke bilder, deine stimme ist klasse ;)

mit dem music maker kann man echt schöne sachen machen- habs auch mal probiert! ;)

[BellaBargilly]

@ermling Danke - Ja der musicmaker ist ein cooles werkzeug!

[ChrisJamesHossler]

u have the tracks for this?

wouldbe cool to remix it

[BellaBargilly]

chris

i made this track on magix music maker.

cool program to play with... enjoy yourself!

[ValerieDirksz]

Great video Bella!

[mistaAnthonyWilson]

@mistaAnthonyWilson.

. eye maid sum 'NOTES'.

..

weather I WILL B able 2 understand 'them'... .

~unLIKEly ~ in tht I ain't usually able 2 (interp them) n yeah.

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[mistaAnthonyWilson]

I LIKE this much

and wood LIKE 2 re DO it wiv U one day perhaps,

though

cud TELL U my ideas SO U cud do IT anyway.

wiv OUT wantin 2 inter FEAR @ ALL

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

thanks.

got any more ?

[metazoam]

Groovy Bella! thanks!

[garbriellegoodrow]

AWEsome Bella, Thanks!

[danisotk]

pretty nice 

[DemonsDaily]

Very cool - enjoyed it!

[SoOutThere]

Oooooo I totally missed this video… FANTASTIC Bella!

OMG - What a cool song and great voice and vibe. Love the winds!

[mistaAnthonyWilson]

WOW !