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me responding to a particularly poignant youtube message i received. this is long, and most likely boring, but hopefully revealing to the person who inquired.

copy of the message:

Don't take this as critisism or as a compliment. It's just something I was wondering for a very long time. ‬
‪That is... Why upload a video of yourself on a weekly basis? Is there someone you can only reach via this 'path'. Or are the people you spent most time with not abondant enough to tell everything that is on your mind? Don't take this too personal. I could watch some videos and I wasn't totally revolted by your ego, narcissism and (somewhat) misplaced self-confidence which all other self-recording self-loving morons seem to be full of. ‬
‪My question to you is; why is it that someone like you, who in my opinion seems fairly smart , perceptive, critical and funny, has to feel like she has important things to say that nobody else supposedly ever thought about? What do you get out of it when you spread your nitpick-ideas or interpretations to all kinds of people you've never ever met? ‬
‪Or is it that you really just like to look at yourself and is this 'hobby' of yours just a means of self-admiration. In that case you should consider the thought of what kinds of people you wanna attract to see your weekly update. As an empty message with a beautiful girl centered in the middle or as a beautiful girl that is bored to death and as a result has to talk to herself all day long in order to let the world know she's alive. Both attract filth, except te 2nd reason isn't one to be ashamed about , just about the means you use to fight this 'boredom' . ‬
‪Reason I sent you this question, is cause I knew that sending it to the 'self-loving morons' wouldn't get me an answer. I think you have a very rational train of thought which contradicts your actions, seeing I blame this need for cyber-self-portrayal to a lack of intelligence (or more specific, a lack of an accurate self-image. I hope my judgement of people was correct and that I can expect a decent response from you. Again, no offense towards you. Just have a serious question and you fueled my intrest. ‬

‪Have a good life!

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[mykokkburnz]

There will always be hate, these faggot internet trolls. Dont let them discourage you to do what you want to do. I really hope you do come back and finish off what you started.

[Shebrokemyboat]

I saw this awhile back and hoped you'd keep making videos. But having a 6 month break is letting him win

[8776309]

Don't listen to any of those stupid messages, because you are funny, pretty and smart, and that is what brought me to this video today! So please keep making more!!!

[Atayin]

Cool hat. And your nose is fine.

Also, don't be fooled into thinking something is an "upgrade" because it was so meticulously written. A person with such a poor and cynical misunderstanding of others doesn't merit a 9:00+ reply (even though you may be inclined to say you did this for yourself) from anyone. Be careful when people like that become able to get under your skin.

[sanjuanspartan12]

A sophisticated question. Followed by a more sophistaced answer. And some questions...WHAT SON! Anyways mad respect to you

[Whitewolf2x4]

I enjoyed your answer.

[weponer]

Forget em' all my doll

we should run away..

we could sail far far away and live off the lands..

waddayah say my love?

[jokeronyxx]

Hey, I dont expect a comment back. But, i wanted to say. I know the feelings. I'm 24 and seems I cant click with anybody around my age. Gave up my life and now i drive an 18wheeler... soon found myself on youtube watching kids my age... wondering what its like... to be to be young on the inside. My outlet is writing poetry and drawing anime to music. RIght now the song of the week "winter- by tori amos" take care n be true to yourself

[odieburger12]

okay even though that was hatemail, and the self-righteous nob who sent it has his/her own problems (no one sends such a lengthy self-important diagnosis without neurosis) I can't get over how well-written it is...inaccurate perhaps, but damn...

[loverlycactus]

i love your videos. you ARE really pretty, and really smart. you should really make more videos, i really admire you (: i just said really 4 times.......well 5 now.