Reality sinks in

Lyrics:

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Yo
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If I'd of just been smart - you'd still be here right now
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I need a time machine
To reverse this damned curse

I try not to think about you but it only makes it worse
I know I treated you bad
Soul went dark
Got very ugly

You heart got broke
Damn, I'm wishin you still loved me

The vices took me by the throat
And our relationship was cloaked
The love got lost in all the smoke
Yet I took another toke

And to you, I never confessed
I thought our future was set
But instead I'm full of regrets

You know I'll never forget
The good times with laughs and smiles
Serious talks of marriage and having my child

You drove me wild
With your sexy style
You piled on the passion
Now without you is no air
I try to breathe but I be gaspin

No action is the path I paved
Couldn't be saved
The decisions I made
Sent your love for me into the grave

I try to replay where it all went wrong
How could I do this?
You vocalized the problems strong
I always knew this

*sigh*

And now you're gone...

I would ask for one chance
But I'm 10 chances too late
Funny how my life feels dark because you would illuminate

So I stand alone wishing you were mine
Pouring my heart and feelings into this rhyme
I know you need some time

To vent and unwind
I need to grow up
While all this pain is in its prime

*I can't believe I was so stupid*

When they ask you how I'm doing
Do you answer with a shrug?
Or do you tell your peeps your man hurt the only girl he truly loved?

2 years ago we were alive
Then every month was a surprise
Blinded by lies and my ruthless disguise

No wonder you despise
This guy that stood before you
You gave me everything
But all I seemed to do was to ignore you

And now I implore you
It's metamorphisis
I dream of the day when I can give you another kiss
I'm going through this process

No more living like a kid
Putting down the bottle
No more chronic, cigs or fibs

Goal oriented
Gonna get my life on track
Hoping you can see the new me and hopefully take me back

Or maybe it's wack
That I'd ever get another shot
You're everything to me
But to you I'm everything your not

I try to blow up your spot
But no reply in return
And I've learned
You'd rather see me down, torn and burned

I sit and wonder if to you I will ever be missed
Because I know you turned off your emotions like a light switch
So this is it

I will never forget but will always remember
For a time both of our lives were full of joy and spelndor

There's another contender battling for your heart
And he ain't me so excuse me as I fall apart

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[JPeeet]

@ghabaa2 Yep. These lyrics are all original