Realize- A Nelena Love Story (ch.4)

*Selenas P.O.V*

I woke up by the sound of people talking, I tried to listen to what they were saying but their voices were so far away. I tried so hard to move but I couldnt, it was like they tied me to something. I drifted back to sleep and a couple hours later I was woken up by someone that called my name... It was my father. I opened my eyes and saw my parents stand at the side of my bed with a worried look on their faces.
"Lighten up, you guys. Its like someone died in here." My voice was so scratchy, and I laughed at my joke. But then I saw that my mom started to cry and my father was hugging her, trying to fight back his tears.
"Whats wrong?" I touched my mothers hand that laid on my bed. She turned over to me and pulled a chair out and sat on it. After a while sitting there in silence she finally started to speak.
"We have to tell you something..."

*Nicks P.O.V*

The night after Selena passed out I got a call from her mother telling me that everything was okay. But I wasnt convinced, her voice sounded like she cried for hours. And now when I look out of my window, I see her room but her not in it. It just feels so weird, she hasnt been here for a couple days, and that was so strange. I thought everything was okay? But it can also mean that they were on vacation or something because I havent seen her parents here since then. You guys probably think 'Why does he care so much? He has been a dick to her for the past two years' and I completely understand that. How my relationship is with her now is my fault. I broke up with her because I was afraid of being laughed at. I know thats horrible and I know thats selfish, but my reputation was so important for me. Selena is beautiful, but she is seen as the school-nerd and I really hated that. At first when I got to be quarterback I tried to convince everyone she was not a nerd, but they wouldnt listen. I was just so tired of being said that my girlfriend was a nerd, that I ended things with her. She was and is still my first love. Im just with Rachel because shes the head cheerleader and is good for my reputation. And I date her to get over Selena because shes so different. She often tries to sleep with me, but I turn her down because sex is the last thing Im thinking about, even though Im telling everyone Im sleeping with her. Because if I dont Ill probably be the only guy that didnt have sex in the team, and they will definitely make fun of me. I often wish it would be like before, because I was happy back then. Nothing in the world could keep me down if I was with her. She always had a way where she could make me smile, even though I went trough something awful, like when my grand-parents died I really had a hard time. But she helped me to get through it. She was the strength in me I never had, and I was so stupid to let the strength go. All the greatest memories I have are with her, not with Rachel. The best days of my life were with her. There are nights that I fall asleep and where I dream of Selena. Those dreams are the best, we were together again and finally happy. But when I wake up, I dont know what to believe. I often wish that dreams come true, but in the end they dont. No matter how hard I try to fall asleep again, it wont work because the magical dreams turn into horrible nightmares. Nothing is how its supposed to be. In my world it would be Selena and me, nobody else...

*Selenas P.OV*

"I.. I have what?!"
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[ImDANGEROUSnotSWEET]

okay one quiick question is this like a season two to another story or is it suppose to be the way it is...........it sgood but you didnt give us a lot of info ont here relationship before maybe i havent read enough but i was just wondering

[JBstories023]

@ImDANGEROUSnotSWEET I wrote 10 chapters of this story but stopped writing on it because I didn't have inspiration on this story.... I started to write another story, but I decided to take a break from writing, it has been a year since I posted & I'm not ready nor have the inspiration to write! I don't know if I'll write again, I think I will eventually, but for now... No! Thank you for reading my stories, I really appreciate it! :)

[crystalXOXchix]

:O no please like post now!

i must know what she has! :(

amazing chapter though

[JBstories023]

Thank you so much!

I'll post tonight, I promise!

xx

[jenessa122]

next one please

i bet selena is like seriosly ill =[

[JBstories023]

You never know... :)

[MeTaLLiaN100]

nice chap but i mis eline

[ElizaLuvsU94]

ahh this chapter didnt show up in my subscribtion box and now I get to read this and ch.5 haha :D awesomeness!

What does she have?!

[1993jblover]

I Love This story <3

[rinthyilove]

oh-em-gee what does she have i really want to know

[LazyDaisyWY]

what does she have

[friendsforever94]

oooh what does she have?