Heey, guys :)
I want to thank you all for reading Naomi's story I had uploaded in a vid on her channel. I'm very sure she loves you all very much. Keep her in your prayers!♥
Sub Her: http://www.youtube.com/user/NoomBieberFever
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"It's nothing serious, I-"
"Oh really, Shanell? Don't even try lying to me." This was useless.
"Fine!" I gave in. I told him about my anger-rush after he left this morning and going to the police. And when Lyle suddenly popped up and Nomy&Holly saved my ass.
"It's like he read my mind about going to the cops. It creeps the hell out of me", I said, a shiver running down my spine. By now, Justin sat straight up, looking at me. Concerne written all over his face.
"Why didn't you tell me right away?" he asked, softly. I lifted my shoulders. who did he think he was? My mom? Well, he did made me feel like a little child who just cot busted, stealing a cookie. Okay, that was rude. I know he's my friend and all, but Jeez...
"You really don't get it, do you?" he said. What did he mean by THAT?! I swear, people say boys are so simple and predictable(sp?), but he was deffinately an exeption...in every way. He opened his arms, inviting me in. I moved closer and rested my head on his shoulder as he layed his arm around me and held me tight. I let out a sigh as he rested his head on top of mine. I smelled his D&G Cologne and felt a rush of peace floating over me. There was something extraordinary about this boy. Just feeling his presance made me feel safer than ever. And to be honest...it felt amazing.
"You don't realize how much I care about you, do you? I'm worried about you, every moment you're not safe, with me. I wish I could be with you, 24/7. But I can't. And therefor, I need you to stay strong. And most of all...don't be scared of Lyle. Your fear is his strength, 'cause he knows he can control you with ease", he said. Don't fear Lyle? Ha!
"Easy for you to say, he didn't try to kill you...yet", I hissed back at him. But deep down, I knew he was right. And I didn't wanna be scared, but...thinking of what he had done to Louis and his family..I shivered again. I heard him letting out a slight desperate sigh and I realized how rude I had been. He saves my life, he protects me, he...I swallowed. He loves me. And all I'm doing issnapping at him. I snuggled closer and closed my eyes.
"I'm sorry for hissing. You're right. I should not be afraid of him, but...what if something does happen to you? When Kenny isn't around for a second? Or what should I do? I mean, I can't be around people ALL THE TIME", I looked at him. He tightened his grip and smiled.
"I'll try to be around as much as possible. And you can try being at crowded places. Or hang with Nomy and Holly. Or just stay home. But please, try not to be alone. He can easily get inside your house if he wants", he stroked my hair while talking. I sighed and layed my head back onto his chest.
"So it's, or going out at crowded places, or staying at home? What about my privacy?"
"What did you do before you knew me?" he asked, giving me a questioned look. I lifted my shoulders.
"I hung out with him and his mates. Basically doing stuff we weren't suppose to do. I just followed him like a puppydog. It was awefull", I sighed, thinking back on that period. I lived in sins...without any shame. It took me 2 months to gather the strength to tell him I wasn't going to watch him burn down Louis' house. And I knew Lyle would ask me to come over soon. There was no way I could reject, he'd get too suspicious if I didn't wanna hang out with him, but instead, being around Justin all the time.
"You know what? I'll just do whatever Lyle wants. If he wants to hang out, I'll hang out with him, it-"
"No." I widened my eyes at him.
"What?"
"I don't want you around him, it's too dangerous", his expression was cold and hard.
"You know what's dangerous? Rejecting him again. Look, these past 2 years, I've dealed with him. I'm sure I'll survive", he didn't quite believe me, I supposed. I layed my hand on top of his and smiled. "Trust me." the corners of his lips curled up into a little smile. He looked at our hands, interwined his fingers with mine and stared back at me.
"I do. I trust you", he said softly. I layed my head back down onto his chest and stared at our interwined fingers. What I felt at that moment, was incredibly wrong, but yet uncontrolable. I knew, deep down, I was in love. I was just too scared to admit it.
We hung out at the park for the rest of the day. I was 100% sure Lyle was around. So I had to watch my steps. But outside of that, I hadn't been having so much fun in ages. Around 6, Justin brought me back home. I wanted to see him again, as soon as possible.
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Love,
Hannah.♥
the girl in the pic kinda looks like a brunette version of emily osment or however u spell it
Ericao97 1 year ago 4