Chapter 3!!!!
Evys POV
"Are you sure you dont want me to drive you, I really dont mind" Kevin asked, I knew he didnt like this arrangement. Which was me and the girls, on a bus to South Carolina. As I thought about it, I thought about my grandma and her cosy house (Pics in video) that was waiting for us.
"Kevin what if he follows us? he knows your car he could spot it a mile away" I said, we were standing by his car outside the bus station waiting for Dani to come back with our bus tickets. The girls were fast asleep in the backseat. Im still amazed that they can sleep after everything they have been through tonight; I know I wont be getting any sleep tonight.
After Dani gave me our tickets I hugged Kevin tightly, I didnt know how long it will be until we saw him again. He couldnt walk us to the bus encase they were any fans.
"By sweetie, be safe!!" he practically pleaded.
"I will Kevin, I love you" I snuggled a little deeper into my brothers chest where I felt so safe, Yes I consider him my brother. Nick too, only hes more like my best friend, and I know it was killing him not being here.
"I love you too baby girl" he kissed the top of my head and reluctantly let go. We decided not to wake the girls because it would be too hard for them to leave their favourite uncle. After he kissed each on the heads Dani helped me carry them to the bus. After another teary goodbye from Dani she walked off the bus and made her way back to Kevin. I didnt take my eyes off them as the bus departed from the station. I couldnt hold them back any longer, the tears started to fall. I clung to my girls, I missed Joe, not this Joe... But the Joe I fell in love with, the Joe who promised he would never let anything or anyone hurt me, the Joe who used to make me laugh not cry. The Joe who held me in his arms for seven whole hours when I found out my mom and dad died. I wish I could talk too that Joe, let him see the cuts and bruises. He was my night and shining armour, my angel... I pulled out my iPod and turned it on, I was looking for a song that I wrote just a few days after first changed. I had recorded myself playing it and put it on my iPod in hopes of him listening to it and maybe changing back, but he wouldnt, instead he took the iPod and told me that I was never allowed to touch the piano again. He caught me playing a few times and lets just say he made sure I never did it again.
As the music started playing, I closed my eyes and let the tears fall
(Song is in the video)
Walking up the hill tonight,
when you have closed your eyes.
I wish I didn't have to make
all those mistakes and be wise.
Please try to be patient
and know that I'm still learning.
I'm sorry that you have to see
the strength inside me burning.
But where are you my angel now?
Don't you see me crying?
And I know that you can't do it all
but you can't say I'm not trying.
I'm on my knees in front of him
but he doesn't seem to see me.
With all his troubles on his mind
he's looking right through me.
And I'm letting myself down
beside this fire in you.
And I wish that you could see
I have my troubles too.
Looking at you sleeping
I'm with the man I know.
I'm sitting here weeping
while the hours pass so slow.
And I know that in the morning
I'll have to let you go
and you'll be just a man
once I used to know.
But for these past few days
someone I don't recognize.
This isn't all my fault.
When will you realize?
Looking at you leaving, I'm looking for a sign
"That was a beautiful song" I jerked up in my seat when I heard the voice. It was an old woman who was sitting across from us.
"Thank you, how did you hear it?" I asked a little confused, I had the volume turned way down.
"You were singing it" she chuckled.
"I was" I cringed, I didnt even realise I was doing it.
"Uh huh, and you sounded beautiful, are you a professional singer?" she asked in her rich southern accent.
"No mam, I uh... I never went pro! I could have, its just I became a mama" I said gesturing to my girls, who were passed out, Emily was on the seat next to me and Gracie was snuggled up to my chest.
"And what beautiful girls they are" she gushed.
"Thank you" I smiled
"They look a lot like you... but the youngest looks more like her daddy" my head whipped round towards her, how did she know!!!
"H-How d-did you...?" I stuttered
She handed me a magazine and the headline read "Rare photos of Evelyn Jonas and children" and there we were! getting off the tour bus in Nashville 3 months ago.
I looked at her my eyes pleading, she shook her "Dont worry sweetheart, Ive been there! I know" she reached over a squeezed me hand that was holding onto Emilys shoulder.
"I have no Idea what youre talking about?" I was such a bad liar.
"My husband used to beat me too" she confessed.
Part 2 up tomorrow!!!
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Luv Didi xoxo
hi i need to know the name of the song that goes "what a beautifull wedding
miamor8883 1 year ago
@miamor8883 "I Write Sins Not Tragedies" By Panic At The Disco! I hope that helped:)
Didiluvsya1990 1 year ago
great story! btw, what's the name of the song?
74random 2 years ago
@74random I'm glad you like it!!:) The song is called The Hill by Marketa Irglova!! It's from the soundtrack to the movie Once.
Didiluvsya1990 2 years ago