A cloudy tomorrow

this is something I do not usually do, showing my sensitive side, I wrote this a week after my girlfriend and I had broken up, I still cannot let go, so I am posting this, views and comments are greatly appreciated

Snuff instrumental piano by Aiden Chan
video link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QfrW0aIwhLY

original song by Slipknot

incase you had a hard time reading the words in the video, I will post them here.

My concience tells me one thing
my heart tells me something else
it's tearing me apart
but I have to let you know
that no matter how hard I try
I cannot let you go
sitting here alone, wondering what to do
whether to fight for you back
or try to live without you
I know it's for the best that we go our own ways
even if it causes me pain
I know it is for the best
even if it brings nothing but rain
the fact that I have hurt you over and over again
has hurt me deep down inside
but everyday it is an emotion I must hide
seeing the way you look at me knowing we cannot be one
might as well be like taking a bullet from a gun
all I care about is your happiness, you know it's true
even if I have to live without you
what I've done is unforgivable, I understand well
it's a story of many tales to tell
I have never stopped loving you, and I never will
when we were one it felt like time stood still
but now I feel as though I am looking at you only through a glass door
hoping that one day we can be together once more
this is how I truly feel, there is no doubt about it
I only want you to be happy
and for god to praise you with all his might
even if it means I must cry myself to sleep at night
I am willing to make any sacrifice for your happiness and more
so once again I will hide myself behind this door
I will lock it until the day we rise and can officially become one
now that I've said what I had to, I am done
do not feel any remorse or sorrow
it will only lead to a cloudy tomorrow

once again I do not claim any rights toward the song, the artist nor the original artist, I just figured it would be really boring to watch without music and I needed an instrumental of a song which has a lot of meaning and I basically poured my heart out into this so I would really appreciate it if you have a negative opinion to keep it to yourself, this isn't to impress anybody or attempt fame, these are my feelings and my thoughts, hate comments will be deleted, whether you take the time to read this or not is not my problem, I would appreciate that you do read this so you know why I did this

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[mclovstr]

if it wasnt intended for my pleasure why the fuck did you put it on?

And buddy there is no way in hell i am insecure...so go fuck yourself

[xAcidxXxRainx]

i put it on cause i was in a state, there's no way you could understand that, so this argument is pointless

[mclovstr]

dude, this is just creepy .

get over yourself.

go find someone else faggot.

[xAcidxXxRainx]

okay first of all, this wasn't intended for your pleasure, second, did you check the date ?? this was back in october, and third, if you went through the shit i did you would feel the same way, so don't be covering up your own insecurity by insulting others

[angrehhPhoenixx]

dont worry bout the haterz man

I fully understand how you felt

cuz i've been there too =)

[deathmetalmania100]

yeah leave him alone i know what he felt ive been throught the same thing

[HeavyMetalAddiction]

leave the dude alone, like he put it up cause he was hurt and didn't know what else to do, don't be a prick to someone for showing their feelings