R.I.P Rap (by Bradley Palmer)

Lyrics i wrote...song is dedicated to my dad who passed away recently.

Lyrics:

Intro: 2010, 1 of the hardest years of my life yeah....Dad i love you and will never forget you. Rest in peace.
But its a new year, a new start....never forget.
It's morning, my eyes open up, i keep yauhning, bin in the game a while..can't stop scoring...but 1 memorie... i can still feel that it haunts me....join me through the words on this incredible story....Don't think jigsaw coz this is far from gory...but life.......has now flipped around..they say what goes up, simply must come down...keep my head low when i walk through town...can't deal with hastle when you feel so down....Now think.....and hold the thought....if its happy, then twist it like assault, feel the pain i have....now you can't ignore....God takes the good yet i still feel sore....my dad faught a battle, but it wern't a war, it was cancer......the word starts with a C.....i wanna shout Cunt, but it won't heal me....the sickness i feel, it rips right through me, like an 8 inch blade...its cutting me deep, ive lost my sleep, wanna scream loud but i wanna weap...how can someone so special be away from me...but you say......hes always in your heart...well the problem i have is mines torn apart, God hit the bullseye when he threw the dart, best take you all right back to start......when i heard my dad would die, didn't know what to do...my head was spinning fast so i left the room, ran straight outside, i was so confused....like when your innocent but you get accused....so i screamed....You Cunt...Why??? while shouting loudly, tears poured from eyes, not like the shouting will make you surpised....the day my dad died i soon realised...cried myself to sleep, i was empty inside; but i have to face the pain... nowhere to hide...put hate in the past, no need to criticize...so you can tell your lies but ya gonna need...emotion to come out, like your gonna breed coz my head began to hurt like you won't believe, i felt my dads ilness, felt the disease....heart raced so fast...almost couldn't breathe so i stopped!!.....breathe in..breathe out...whilst thinking, whats life about....1 minute your in, the next your out....but my dad was so brave, never had 1 doubt....so i hope and pray, hes up on a cloud, looking down feeling proud to know il still go out......il never forget but i won't keep on crying...lifes too short so you gotta keep smiling...never change your game, just gotta keep fighting....taking large steps even when the writings been....on the wall...how can someone like me feel so small....reality remains the same... that life is cruel...but its brand a new year.... back on the pedistal....reach to top, won't let myself fall....keep yourself safe, don't be a criminal...coz my dad was 55, i was only 16.....we had a load fun... but if feels like a dream...its time to move on and make him proud of me....do the best i can until the day i see...my dad again...he can open up the gates for me...set me free, let me be who i wanna be...nice and relaxed with a cup of tea.....on top of the world...back as a family....i have to let go...i have to release...so for now....i love dad....rest in peace!

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