process vlog

New Project 14

Category:

Comedy

Tags:

• Zen
• ego
• anthroposophy
• shadow
• lesser
• guardian
• OWS
• occupy
• wall
• street
• evolution
• philosophy
• of
• freedom
• waldorf
• astrology
• ch

[Internalexpansion]

Hey Kurt, I'd just like to share with you my experiences over the last month. I've been going through cycles of debilitating fear of death, and guilt of hurting others to the point of suicidal thoughts. At some moments suicide seemed like a gift compared to facing and feeling what was present in me. I couldn't sleep or eat very much and felt myself deteriorating physically and mentally. Recently there has been a break in this process, I am trying to learn as well. Thank you for sharing.

[WeAreBullets]

what is this 'life sense' thing? i have not yet realized these different dimension senses, why not? am i just still in an early stage of the process? how are ppl able to see energy like that?

[WeAreBullets]

thank u. i can strongly relate. im dealin with some intense stuff too, prolly still gonna get worse for me tho. i got a shift in perspective too, i'll never think the way i used to. like when neo joined the real world and he kinda went into shock and kept denying everything. its a tough process, but theres good moments too n there will be a good ending. haha and now i kno y i used to have trippy moments where i'd be lookin at my hand n have this overwhelming feeling that its so not 'my' hand.

[ladyjmj121]

I agree,we will change. I went through this same process.

[Monolith1618]

I give you a bipolar high five! Something I've learned: Be very careful with substances during these transitory periods of progress. You will be much more sensitive to the effects. Not trying to preach but I don't want anyone else to make the same destructive mistakes I have made. Peace!

[krissyheartyou]

Thanks Kurt