"Even if the chain of memories comes apart, the links will still be there, right?
So the memory of our promise will a l w a ys be inside me somewhere. I'm sure of it."
Por siempre. For always.
That was my promise to you.
My oath.
And even now, long past the end, I'm still keeping it. And I always will.
For always is for always, after all.
A promise is a promise.
I'm not going to say much about this video.
Maybe because there isn't much that CAN be said, because it's not one that was made with any sort of stragety.
I didn't worry about telling the story, matching clips, putting effects, hitting notes, or what people would think...
When I placed something, I put what I FELT should be there. Not thought.
And that's that.
So if you find it crappy and hate it and unsub me like everyone else, then fine. That's cool. This is just something I needed to do.
Because sometimes, love just isn't meant to last.
I was so sure we'd always be connected, but...
Now, over a year later, I'm pretty sure everything happened exactly the way it should have.
And I'm glad it did. I don't regret any of it anymore.
The memories can still hurt, and I'm still licking wounds that are only half closed.
But they're getting there.
This song meant a lot to me when I was going through the aftermath.
And he played it once, without knowing that it was my song for him.
That was the last time I heard it.
So when it played at random the other night, it brought it all back. And I could almost feel him again, after so long.
I'm sure he's long since moved on.
I wouldn't be surprised if he didn't even remember me anymore.
And I'm okay with that. I've even met someone new who makes my heart flutter just like he used to, which I thought was impossible.
But I still can't help but wish it ended better.
We made our peace, and I'm glad, but I honestly believed we could still be friends.
I suppose, like before, I was wrong for a reason.
But it's still so hard to totally lose the person who was most important in your life, you know?
But even though it's all gone, along with the people we were, the memories are for always.
Because even though the chain is undone, and the links are long-forgotten, they are still there.
Forgotten, but not lost.
And I haven't forgotten.
I don't think I will for a very long time.
"'Til then, I'll be in your heart."
Omg. I can't even comment. Too full of emotion. Lovely. <3
Tellyounolies 9 months ago
this..is so amazing i love it soo much i hope you ok
alexistheawsome1 1 year ago
i love it it was so beautiful i hope you ok:)
djwife781 1 year ago
That...was beautiful <3 I hope you're okay
TheBlackRosePetal 1 year ago
Your an Amazing person Luv ur videos
twiliter1 1 year ago
Honestly? I admire and adore the simplicity of the video. And the song is gorgeous of course; it's a lovely combination you've got here. And as for the force behind this video.. sometimes things play out for the better, no matter how much it hurts at the time. It's a wonderful thing you still have the experience and have even grown from it I'd say. Keep growing and keep learning and keep loving, just make sure of that, eh?
haha long time no see but you're still wonderful at this. <3
Akikage 1 year ago
Watching this now after what happened this video definitely taught me a lesson. I can't yet put into words what but it did. I envy you Kailee for being so strong...I'll try to be stronger too. Whining about it won't change the fact that it's over...One step at a time and I might some day look back with a smile on my face, without wishing things would be different like I do now. Just a little longer, and I'll be fine right? Thanks to this wonderful video, I realized something very important. <3
SkittlesxMetrofied 1 year ago
Oh nooooooes! BBS spoilers! jkjk
For something thst you claim had no planning in terms of the timing and anything else other than what you felt, everything fit perfectly. It's always pleasant to see updates from you on youtube, and I can only wish that you have as much fun making these as I do watching them.
Keep being beautiful, and I hope this made some kind of sense. DX *shot*
~Shokora
Shokora342 1 year ago
I love Regina Spektor. She's the best. I liked the Sora and Namine parts A LOT. :3
Did you download your Sony Vegas with a torrent? And if so could you send it to me in a message. I'd appreciate so so so so so so so much. ;A;
mckenziemudkip 1 year ago
Suffice it to sayy.
That was beautiful.
Even if it didnt always make sense.
<3
Narasha 1 year ago