Captain

I'm the captain of my ship, but youre the water beneath my oars, I'm building a house out of love but youre the nails to my boards, and my foundation is crumbling just before it sets, and a check next to your name marking you absent is all that I get. The pain i remember, our smiles, I forget. Your pain I regret and the consequences I accept. I'm sure there were second chances but ive over looked them, many girls have offered their number and i wish i wouldnt have took then, better yet i wish i wouldnt have used them, maybe then the smoke would have cleared and settled all of this confusion. I often see you in my dreams but i think that is an optical illusion, because you were an angel that blew away in the wind in the form of dust, i like to think we were in love but we were in love with the thought of us, because we were anti-social, emotional roller coasters that didnt have brakes, we were on a track that seemed to be endless till we got to the finish which turned back into the start and we became strangers recovering from broken hearts and we forgot about each other until we stumbled upon the drawer filled with yellowed, christmas, birthday and valentines day cards. our numbers are still in each others contact list but the opinions of society force us to press end, Im in-love with a girl and i apologize if that is a sin, maybe its because i was touched and sexually molested by a series of trusted men and you cant say it was my fault because i was only seven and who said being locked in a dark closet with a man was heaven? and he walked out but i was still trapped in it, yet im the one who has to ask god for forgiveness, this is a fraction of my story and i thank you for being a witness




the typed lyrics my differ from the video itself but that is what i wrote down

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I love this.<3