Today's the day. That's what he told himself.
"So I thought maybe we could go with Joe, Demi and Selena, you know, make a day of it" she continued, smiling excitedly
"Yeah. It'll be a laugh" he agreed. Now or never he reminded himself as he prepared himself. He took a long slow breath and closed his eyes. This is it, he thought.
"Yeah... um, what's up though?" her brow crinkled as she looked at him
he let out a long deep sigh and focusing on his hands, he started to quietly mumble his confession
"You have to say no to Liam" he glanced at her momentarily "Tell him no for the party"
"What?" she looked at him, confusion written over her delicate features "Why? And why are you acting so weird?"
He looked up at her again, his expression softening as he met her gaze. He pressed his lips together as he decided how he was going to say it. All the practising he'd done seemed pointless now. He let out a breath he didn't realise he was holding.
"Because" he hesitated, suddenly feeling unsure of himself
"Hey" she reached out resting her hand on his upper arm "You can tell me anything, you know that, right?"
"Yeah" Anything except this he thought with a sigh. He scraped up all his courage and finally said it. He just wanted it out though, so it came out in a muddled rush that nobody could understand.
She looked at him for a few seconds, blinking in confusion
"What?"
He drew in a sharp breath, it was hard enough to say the first time. Once again he told her. She already knew everything about him. Everything right to the deepest darkest depths of his soul. Everything except this.
"I like you, I like you as more than just a friend, okay?" he mumbled quietly
After telling her that, he realised it wasn't as horrifying as he'd imagined. He needed to tell her everything "I wanna be the one taking you to these parties" he glanced at her monitoring her reaction before continuing "I wanna show you how it should be, better than, than the dicks you've been with before. I wanna be able to hold your hand without feeling guilty" he looked up at her smiling slightly "I wanna be more than just your best friend, more than just the guy who's just there to fall back on every time they mess you around. I want to be be with you, okay? I love you. I'm in love with you. I have been for the last three years and its killing me, killing me to see you with all those guys.
I know I should have told you earlier and I'm sorry if this makes anything weird between us but I thought you should know, you know, its only fair, right?" he looked up at her nervously waiting for her response "So.. um"?
She just sat there, she didn't know what to say, after a few seconds, she opened her mouth to speak but before she could, her phone buzzed loudly in her pocket, she jumped slightly and pulled it out, reading the message with a loud groan.
"I have to go. Babysitting tonight" she explained before standing up "I'll text you, yeah?" she didn't wait for a response, she just turned and walked off, leaving him with a confused expression plastered to his face. Took him long enough she thought as she smiled to herself.
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This was actually an english assignment but I really liked it so I changed the names of the friends to make it fit cause I like it so much. Enjoy! haha
-Nic xo
it`s so cute XD......you are definatly getting an A on this and if not then ur teacher doesn`t have good taste in writings
skatergurl2789 1 year ago
@skatergurl2789 haha. He loved it actually and told me to post it on the blog xD ...if only I could figure out how to.. "/ lol x
XxXzAnEsSaXxXAWWW 1 year ago