The Life I Stopped Living [ controlling ]

[The description I give of aurora is me in real life. My mom calls me a vampire all the time. Haha] I want 5 comments. Oh and this is GRAPHIC!!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GGl8ts2xudg this is the song for the next couple chapters.

JOES POV!!!!!!!

That was probably the best sex EVER!!! Its nice once and a while to take control of her fully and be dominant. God do I feel great. Aurora kept waking up every hour or so. She would open her eyes and look around for a couple seconds or try talking but I would whisper in her ear to go back sleep or that it wasnt morning yet. I sang to her at one point. She woke up crying for some reason. She did this when she was little. She would wake up crying and screaming. We eventually calmed her down after we sang to her. She went right back to sleep. At times it got annoying but sometimes it was hard to watch her not wake up. I watched her lay there sleeping. She was so beautiful. She looked like an angel with her black hair and pale skin. I swear that girl could look like a vampire if she only had the eyes. I knew she needed sleep. I gave her like of those things. Which is REALLY bad! But oh well. All they really do is knock you out for like a few hours. She needs those few extra hours. She knew what was coming. I always get my way with her.

End of POV!!

Auroras Pov!!!
I dont know what time I woke up. All I know is that Joe was lying next to me. I was curled up next to him. He was reading a book. This is a very RARE site to see. I moved my feet so they were between his. I always did this. My feet are usually cold when I wake up and I dont know what it is, but Joes feet are always warm.

Joe: well good morning. Or should I say good evening.
Aurora: what time is it?
Joe: almost 11.
Aurora: I slept that long!




I couldnt believe I was passed out the whole day. Those pills certainly did their job. I felt so sore. I knew Joe had sex with me. He likes it when Im asleep. It makes him more controlling. Its just annoying. I rolled away from him onto my side giving him my back. I was upset with him. I had every right to be! He fucking drugged me almost to death! I felt him place a kiss on my back and put his arm over my waist. I shrugged him off and getting out of bed. I wrapped the sheet around me. I walked maybe not even 2 steps before I was being pulled back. I looked back and saw Joe holding the sheet in his hands. He gave a good pull causing me to stumble back words and collide with the side of the bunk.

Joe: up here now.
Aurora: no. Im done. Youve done enough damage already.
Joe: theres that attitude again. What did I say about that? I guess Ill tell Kevin to throw you stuffed animal away.

I looked at him. I knew he was playing me. I sighed and climbed back up onto the bed. Joe closed the curtain. He ripped the sheets off of me and thrusted into my body. I held in a scream. I will still sore from earlier. I tried moving my hips so I wouldnt hurt but Joe held me in place. I felt him gaining speed. I pushed at his shoulders. Yeah that wasnt working out to well. He grabbed my hands and held them over my head. I wiggled which made me scream. He laughed.

Joe: what have I said about moving? You know its just going to hurt worse.

I felt him thrust hard and it made me scream again. It didnt take him more than another 5 minutes to cum. I felt his seed going into my body. Youre thinking what about a fucking condom. Yeah well they dont use those. Im on the pill and always take morning after pill to make sure Im not. The boys came up with the idea. Its retarded I know. He slowed down until he finally stopped. I was breathless. He let go of my hands. I brought them down to my side. Joe stayed on top of me few a couple more seconds before switching positions where he was on his back and me on top. None of the boys EVER let me be on top. They like the dominance of being over me. I really didnt know what to do. I mean its sex I know but weve always had a position where Im on bottom. I looked at Joe skeptically.

Joe: *breathless* what?
Aurora: I-I dont k-know how t-to do i-it this w-way.

I kept my eyes hidden. I felt embarrassed for some reason. I felt Joe take my chin and make me look up at him. I knew he could see me embarrassed like no other. I looked down. I felt guilty also that I didnt know how.

Joe: aurora look at me.
Aurora: *looks up*
Joe: dont be ashamed. Your use to being on bottom. You know why too. How about this, why dont you get some experience first with Kevin. It will make you feel comfortable. You know how I like my sex. Kevins gentler. Why dont you go and wash up and well talk to Kevin okay?

I nodded. Joe helped me off of him and helped me get my leg comfortable. I slid off the bed and slowly hobbled to my bed to get dressed. This is going to be the worst talk EVER!

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[krenke015]

they need to stop being douches.

i like how they care, a little. i loved itt, please post more soon!(:

[Zanessafan08]

@krenke015 lmao. you just totally ade my day.

[Zootech12]

atleast he cares a little bit but they still need to change

[Zanessafan08]

@Zootech12 i agree totally. but where would be the fun in that? haha

[krenke015]

@Zanessafan08 well, i'm glad!(: but i'm only stating the truth, ha

[Zootech12]

@Zanessafan08 lol your right