survivor philippines audition no.4,147

-my audition no.4,147 to survivor philippines season-2,i go home early from driving taxi to a very wellknown and oldest taxi company since 1946 here in metro manila along matahimik st.quezon city philippines just i could join this second season audition of survivvor philippines,the audition's venue is at the 5'th level parking lot of SM city north quezon city philippines,and arrived there around 3:30-4:00pm in the afternoon and finished my audition around 7:30-8:00pm in the evening and again they've just really made me more challenge for what they did to me,'coz again im not passed and failed for how to answer them correctly,perfectly and bravely,and i don't know why on things like this i am feel so nervous and too shy and maybe im just really so coward to face them normally and calmly,and i don't know why i am always like this and wondering how can i fullfilled all my dreams if im always like this,and of course if i can't manage myself then how can they manage me to become popular if i will be the one of 14 castaways that they've choosing and to be the next the 2'nd sole survivor philippines,im only brave to say and think that i can and that i will for what i wish to be,and when im there infront of the interviewer my nervous slowly enter my body,and when i answer them to their question and i don't know why i really feel so nervous and confusing to my answer and maybe this is the reason why they don't get me,and maybe they just don't like my face to be one of their 14 castaway's,'coz maybe i don't have confidence and didn't facing them bravely and answer them correctly and perfectly,and just like before to my audition last year again the interviewer said-''guys...,i know how hard for you to line up there in so many hours but i really sorry and its sad to say that there's no one from you that we are looking for...''and one of us reacting and say-''what really are you looking for and what is the right answer to your question...?''and he said-''is no one here see the blog of the survivor philippines on the internet...?'coz the answer is there...,and you must be physicaly mentally fit...''so what he saw on us we were all not,'coz no even one from us were being selected...?then maybe i have a suggestion for them,maybe the audition should be,maybe they should just line up the people there and just look at their each face and body if he or she is fit to join,'coz their forms that they let us signed were very useless,and maybe before they will let people sign those forms if those people were being selected already...?''this was the question to us same as last year-''what attitute you can show there on the island...?''the others mostly answers about for their family problems and what they've been through,and this was my answer-''sir maybe you should not just be strong[coz i am not 'coz im just a very thin person]but you must also be brave,you must be thinkful and wise to find ways for how to overcome each challenges,you must also be patience 'coz there are challenges that so intence and hard,and maybe the last is,you must also know how to making alliance's or friendly 'coz if not maybe you'll be their next person to be vote out ...''while we were on the line-up i asked one of my co-auditioners-''what would be maybe their question to us...?''what's the unusual attitute you have...?''and he add and say-''tell them that you can fly like SUPERMAN...''and that's what i prepared to answer,and i said to myself-''sir maybe im the kind of person who pushing and pushing myself through things that i can't but i'll still pushing it even if i can't do it anymore just i could have what i wish and what i want...''in tagalog-''sir seguro ang kakaiba sa akin sa iba ako po taong namimilit o pinipilit ang sarili na kahit hindi kona kaya pinipilit ko parin ang sarili ko na kahit na hindi kona kaya o hindi ako bagay sa mga bagay na yon pinipilit ko parin ang sarili ko makuha ko lang ang gusto ko sir...?''and that's what happened the answer that im preparing for is not the answer for the question that they've asked us,that's why i am really so confused while im answering them...''---but despite on this im still happy and proud to myself 'coz im doing these all crazy things for yUmI e.mIwA http://profiles.friendster.com/83860622 ,she's my inspiration in all the things that im doing everyday and even when i sleep and even time will come that i sleep forever she will still be here in my heart and soul and my love and thoughts for her will never end and will never die forever--- http://profiles.friendster.com/jasyumi

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[jobertmaranan]

kala ko naman pumasok ka hanggang level 2.. level 2 lang me

[jobertmaranan]

haha si repa.. sa north edsa yan bdae ko pa.. pang number 33 ako at 714.. dalawang sunod na kumuha kami ng ticket.. sa pila plng dapat eh me diskarte na

[Bj0RNare]

maawa ka sa sarili mo! kabayong baliw!! hahahahaha peace tayo men.