Oddity - Cold (Produced by Mike Hastings)

I wanna be numb after a touch of hurtin
cuz i realized feelin is such a burden
happiness goin up in smoke like a dutch burnin
mind bent like i drank too much burbon
I try to balance like im on a wave surfin
but my minds twisted it stays curvin
no way i could pull myself out da sadness
bitten by the teeth in the mouth of madness
cant run from its jaws it could swollow me whole
down ta rock bottom we go full throttle below
like an alcoholic holdin a bottle you know
im drownin my sorrow cuz yo
da pain is too much cant face how i feel
wanna remove every organ replace em wit steel
I'll put a metal plate where my chest'll be
I wish i was an emotionless machine

I wish that this feelin could change, change
I wish i was immune to this pain, pain
I wish that i could sell my soul now
I wish that i could just be cold now

I'll upgrade my body to such a sicka level
remove every bone n' dip it in liquid metal
indestructible skeleton made of titanium
weight shoot from two hundred to eighty tons
replace blood wit gasoline shits crazy son
ninety eight point six to a thousand eighty one
core temperature juss heightens n' grows
internally combustin i might go explode
nothin organic everything changin dude
replacin joints fa screws n' changin veins fa tubes
chest got a mechanical device but no heart there
replace my brain fa another piece of hardware
contaminated by emotion i dont need it
contain it like a virus n' delete it
become a stone cold robot yea my change is now done
i wish dat i could do this n be totally numb

im bout to explode but i cant say imma self destruct
cuz it aint me but the world das makin me erupt
like my body is strapped like its stuck
wit a tickin time bomb dats about to blow up
life put lit dynamite sticks unda my skin
n' strapped C4 to everyone one of my limbs
i need a bomb squad to internally diffuse me
but im alright as far as you see
so i bottle it up i seldom weep
cuz to show how much i care only spells defeat
wish i didnt care n i could do what i wantta
wish dat i was colder than the frozen tundra
try to stay positive but all i feel is my rage
wish my temperature was colder than the ice age
life will continue to destroy damage me
wish i was a cold hearted savage beast

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