Jonas & Ellis...Plus 19 Chp. 35

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"It...hurts."

My heart was aching as I looked into the tortured eyes of my wife. I had never seen her in this much pain. I looked down as nurses prepared her for delivery, and she was still bleeding.

Dr. Green ran in, frantic. "Her placenta has torn, and she's gone into labor. She losing too much blood, and the baby is suffocating. We have to deliver this baby now, or you may lose them both."

A gasp sounded from the door, and I looked up to see a horror struck Nicole. I thought, 'Tell them, keep everyone out. No one needs to see this.' She nodded and left quickly. The kids, all of them, were outside. I don't even want to know what Nathaniel, Alexander, and Benjamin must be thinking.

Selena let out a loud scream, and I winced at the amount of pain she was in. The docter took charge at that, sitting at her feet. "Ok, Selena. We only have time for two, hard pushes. You've got to put everything you have behind these."

Sel nodded. "1, 2, 3!" Selena's face contorted, my hand turned purple from how hard she was squeezing, and she screamed louder than I had ever heard her scream.

"One more Sel, just one more!" I exclaimed. I looked into the pained eyes of my wife, and realized that I if I had to chose between her or our daughter...I would chose her. I hadn't given up hope, but I just can't lose the woman I have been married to for twelve years. I wanted a baby girl more than anything, but not more than the life of my wife.

"Selena! 1, 2, 3!" Selena screamed again, and I felt as if I might scream to...which is exactly what I did. Nurses rushed over, and I caught a glimpse of the smallest baby I had ever seen.

My wife's eyes started to droop, and I kissed her hard. "Don't leave me. Stay awake, please!" She nodded, and I pushed her hair off of her sweaty forehead. Dread creeped into each of our hearts after each silent moment that wasn't filled with the cries of a newborn baby. We stared into each other's eyes.

"I can't lose her," Sel cried. She was sobbing. "I can't lose my baby girl!"

I climbed onto the bed and pulled her closely against my side. My tears flowed faster as she sobbed into my shoulder. I want my little girl. She's our baby, our only daughter. Sel and I were ecstatic when we found out that we were having a girl. How can we lose her?

After five minutes, I began to cry harder. It's been too long. There's no way she can be alive.

"Wahhhhhh."

Sel and I's heads snapped in the direction of a faint cry. On the small station where they had been working, laid a small, feeble baby girl...grasping her fingers around Dr. Green's index finger.

The nurses rushed our daughter out of the room, and into NICU. They cleaned Sel up and moved her into a large room. Everyone rushed in, scared to death. Nathan, Ben, and Alex had red eyes. Sel allowed them to crawl up and cuddle with her. Nicki, Demi, Dani, and Derrick had been crying too, as well as our mothers.

After three hours, a knock at the door sounded. A path was made as Dr. Green walked in, carrying a sleeping little angel in his arms. He handed her to Sel, who was crying. "What would you like to name her?" Dr. Green asked.

Sel looked up at me. "Sarah, Sarah Nicole." I smiled at my wife as a single tear slid down my face. I whispered,

"Our miracle."
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I looked away from my wife, tears filling my eyes. I glanced to the back seat to see our miracle, fast asleep in her car seat. That day haunts me every waking moment of my life. I will never be able to forget the look in Selena's eyes, the sounds of her screams...

"I love you," I whispered with as much feeling I could. I kissed her hard savoring the feeling of her lips on mine. I pulled away to get a glance full of...not want, but need. Needless to say, after a short trip to Adam's with Nicki...

We did not get that much sleep. ;)


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Please comment. I'm not getting as much as I used to :(

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[gabsnicole]

im happy sarahs alive!

[bm1b4by]

out! see this is why i dont want kids! lol

[jellybean646]

loved it

[pleasebemypeterpan]

awwe that's so sad. that would have sucked big time if they died. please post soon. I loved it <3

~Isabella

[nelenastoriesxx09]

AMAZING!!!!

xoxo

[lalalaxx3x]

amazing ep cant for the next one

[Vontavia09]

Haha the end made me smile

LMfao

[MandiMae86]

i am finally caught up... i haven't had a computer since last week.. i was like going through withdraw without your stories!!! i loved it...

[irockoutloud487]

the en dwas heart warming

hehehe! i loved how derrick was crying to! him being th "wife" and all.

[cassiekearns]

haha loved the end :P

amazing chappy :)