We'll See (a justin bieber love story) pt. 61

heeyy guys! first things first, id like to give a shoutie to hotuna94. she has her own series which is amazing so please go read hers!! and also after this post i wont be posting again for at least a week cuz of drama rehearsals. they go till 6:00 every day this week and the performance is on friday. and now heres part 61 (:

"oh no.. its ok bre, breathe, relax. in out, in out. there you go. you dont need him. forget about him."
"Forget about him? have you ever heard the saying "trying to forget someone you loved is like trying to remember someone you never knew?" i cant just forget about him..."
"ok, then, just ove on. what ever happened to Caleb? he's cool and he's still totally into you." she suggests.
"im not ready to move on yet. L.A?...... look, im not trying to be rude or anything but i would kind of like to be alone right now and think. you know, digest all of this?"
"no problem. i was suppost to leave around this time anyway." she pauses before looking at me sympathetically and says, "im really sorry bre. i know how much you cared about him and vice versa. some people take comfort in believing that everything happens for a reason but.. sometimes life just sucks. but hey, look at the bright side, it can only go up from here!"
i smile sarcastically. "right. bye maddy. thanks."
"later. love ya." she smiles, then walks out my door, leaving me by my lonesome. finally.
alright, so justins moving to los angeles. he probably just got sick of the awkward moments when we were in class together. sometimes, i could feel his eyes boring into the side of my face or the back of my head, and i'll admit, i also occasionally caught myself staring at him. but the thing was, at least i still got to SEE hi. if hes in LA then, well, that means il probably never ever see him again. i dont know how i could get through the nights knowing i wont even be able to see his face the next day. over time i'll probably lose the image of his face i see every time i close my eyes. soon enough, i wont even remember what he looks like anymore, and THAT scares me.
you know what? i just cannot think about this right now. if i can fall asleep,then for 7 blissful hours i wont have to feel this pain or think about life without him all together. and maybe, if im lucky, i might dream that justin and i are back together, or better yet, we never broke up in the first place and everything is all happy smiles again.
psh, yeah right.

my alarm clock goes off at 5:30. god, i hate that sound.
unfortunately, i did not dream justin and i got back together. instead, i dreamt that i was flying ,but suddenly i started to fall back down towards Earth. i saw justin standing, arms open, ready to catch me. but at the last second, he vanished, evaporating into thin air. so of course i take a face plant into the cement. this dream is symbolically the story of my life right now.
i drag my sorry butt out of bed and try my best to keep it together enough to go through the basic motions of getting ready. i think i know what to expect from today, and let me tell you, i am not looking forward to it.

everyone at lunch is talking abut it. its true. hes actually moving.
"die." maddy "coughs" out as justin passes our table to throw out his tray. his shoulders stiffen infinitesimally and i think he might actually turn around, but he just keeps walking, throws his tray away, and goes back to his table, all the while avoiding our table entirely. i glance up at everyone at my table who are all very intently glaring down the back of justins head.
"thanks you guys, but try as i may i cant bring myself to hate him so i dont think you guys should either."
"but i already hated him." pipes up andrew, one of my guy friends who regularly sits at our table.
"okay, then hate him on the inside. dont show it. it only remind me of everything."
andrew nods sympathetically. "ok. we'll stop."
i heave a loud, quick sigh. "thanks. so i had a question on the trig homework." i say just to change the subject.
"i can help you with that." caleb offers. despite my current state, i find myself smiling at the invitation.
"ok. thanks."
"you wanna go up to the library? it's quieter." he asks.
i nod. "sure."
we get up to leave and caleb tentatively puts a hand on the small of my back. i consider jerking away, but i see justin out of the corner of my eye, staring at us. actually, hes glaring at caleb. i get closer to him, showing justin exactly what he's missing and trying to get him as jealous at possible as we exit the cafeteria. i think it worked a little too well, because not 10 minutes after caleb and i get settles in the library, justin waltzes on in with kayleigh hanging on his arm. and what does he do? as soon as he spots us, he walks over to us and sits at the same table we're sitting at with kayleigh following.
"hey guys." he says fake cheerily.

wat do u think will happen next?

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[msilovepie143]

THIS IS JUST LIKE NEW MOON SOO SAD

[katherine3828]

Plzzzzz write moree plzzz :(

[energyProduCtiionZ]

sad

[MsCrystalrocks]

Ahhhhhh!!!!! Why won't you post!??!!!!! Please write the next on soon (puppy dog face) :(

[KYRA5682]

ok if she dosnt slap justin i will turn into a character and do it for her!

[S3bz3r0]

It's fun reading comments in a Justin Bieber video, because the average IQ of the commenters is around 80.

[girlgirl903903]

i literally started crying when maddy said die :(

[liviandlibby]

omg i was reading the last paragraph and i was like "omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg"

[Littlebelieber]

NO!! they can not break up!! after the promise ring, the dreams of getting married, all the times they said they loved each other, Justin telling Bre about that they'll neva get married becoz he'll die!! well he's not dead, they made it thru and i dont understand y justin would throw that all away!does she still have the charm bracelet? does he still hold the key to her heart?wat else can go wrong they've gone thru all the ppl that r puting them in danger (ithink)nothin can hurt em comeon justin

[BEANER6311]

i love it when the girl makes the guy jealous but i hate it when the guy does it back ughhh lol love ur stories!