Losing a Mother, Gaining an Angel

To anyone who has lost someone so special to cancer....you're not alone. For those of you who have recently commented on my video...I lost my mother, this January will be two years. I lost her to what first started out as colon and then blew into a number of different sorts. She fought hard for a couple of years and within that time the physical change was unbearable. My sisters and I took 24 hr care of her in my sisters home for the last period and it was unbearable at best, at worst, damaging to the mind. She wasn't perfect and alot of my hurts in my life could be granted to her own creation but she was my mother and she had guilt and shame and a strength I've never been able to witness before or since she has left us. I've forgiven her through the pain and with the love, that she taught me. I've never been the same and never will be again. I love and miss you everyday...and hope you feel the hugs and the kisses I still send you every morning and every night.

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[Shanarawrr]

I lost my mum 3 months ago suddenly the pain is unreal sometimes to hard to bare. thank you for the lovely video :) cheers me up x

[marilynthe2nd]

I just lost my godmom to cancer last night. I love her so much and will miss her dearly.

[doggielover247]

I lost my mother on Tuesday to Cervical Cancer. The pain is unbearable, but I know she's at peace & pain free. She battled it for almost a year. I will miss her terribly, but will always hold a place in my heart. <3 you mom

[matthewmanthey]

My mother died at age 13 and I was unfortunately the one to find her in the middle of it ... I can't tell you how sad I am 18 years later.

[LadyLillian55]

I just lost my mother on my birthday in May. I know where she is, she is no longer in pain. I miss her with every thing in my soul.I did get a chance to tell her I love her and begged her not to leave me. While on her death bed, I turned around so she could not see my tears not realizing she saw me in the mirror on her dresser, and said "Stop crying, it's not good for me. I know she can no longer hear me, but I loved her with all my heart and soul. She is with my heart.

[skylilly1]

My mom died of cancer, too. She raised 4 girs and 2 boys on her own. She got her real estate license and worked at a department store. She took care of all my aging aunts and uncles, grandchildren, her elderly parents and all of us! The most beautiful and giving human being I've ever met. She would get out of her car an push people stuck in the snow, she'd give you her last dime. Love you Mom miss so much..you were loved Mom, so loved!

[kimmc7101]

My mom passed away alittle over 8 years ago but my dad just died this august 2011 of cancer and he was my strength and my rock I dont know what we will ever do with out him he was the best dad in the world love and miss you dad

[ShellMusic2011]

My beautiful Ma passed away a few months ago after a long, hard battle with cancer. I will never forget her courage and dignity. I wrote a song dedicated to her and others who have lost someone they love, a piano ballad called 'My Friend'. If you get a moment have a listen on my channel.

[Ginlovesauburn]

@draimanfan1984 My husband and I didnt find out his mom was dying of cancer till 3 days before she passed. We are still angry at the ones who this and didnt let us know her diagnosis. We live out of town and my husband is the baby he was her heart he was her favorite and the only thing that keeps sane and not loosing it with the others is the fact she may of wanted it this way. Her passing was quick and I never met a woman who smiled taking her last breaths..she knew how to live and die.

[Ginlovesauburn]

@billyflux GOD BLESS YOU BILLY!! I am 41 and lost my mom at 19 to domestic violence...then my mother law whom i loved so dearly, she filled that void of not having my mom. She past jan of this year of cancer. All i can tell you Billy is that hurt will never go away, you just learn how to live with it. im sorry hugzz