Noah: He laughed, "Wow, sounds super serious."
Ellie: I bit my lips as silent tears rolled down my eyes.
Noah: "Oh, it is serious." He wiped a tear from my eyes. Ava was asleep in my arms and I didn't want to wake her if things got ugly.
Ellie: "I have to go put Ava down, i'll meet you in your room."
Noah: "Are you sure, you haven't been there since..."
Ellie: "Yeah, I'll just meet you there."
Noah: "Okay..."
(5 minutes later - Dani is with Ava)
Noah: I opened Noah's door and peaked in, he was sitting on his bed. As soon as he heard the door shut he looked up, "Hey."
Ellie: "I don't really know how to tell you this."
Noah: "Ellie, what's going on?"
Ellie: "I just didn't want you to live a life full of what if's."
Noah: He continued looking at me, completely lost.
Ellie: "So when I found out, I panicked. I completely lost it, I went to tell you but I broke your heart instead, because breaking your heart would be much better than being the reason for ruining your life." Now I was crying and it was beginning to get difficult to even speak, I was choking on my words. "But now it's gotten to the point where I can't keep this from you anymore. I can apologize, but I'm not sorry..I won't regret it, because I gave you 6 more months of your life, and I can't be apologize for that. You're my everything and I hope after I tell you, you won't hate me."
Noah: His face turned white.
Ellie: "Ava's your daughter."
Noah: Now he was as pale as a ghost, he closed his eyes and slammed his head into his hands.
Ellie: "You probably hate me."
Noah: "I wish I was strong enough to hate you for not telling me, but i'm not. Just....right now...I need you to leave."
Ellie: "Noa--" I called after him, my voice shaking, but he had already gone into his bathroom and slammed the door. I got up and returned to my room.
(Noah)
I sat on the floor of my bathroom for I wasn't sure how long, until I finally got up slowly and looked at myself in the mirror. My cheeks were stained. I couldn't believe it. I had a daughter. I was a father and I didn't even know it. I missed 6 months of Ava's life that I will never get back. I wish she would have been selfish, why is it that she is always so stubborn and just when she NEEDED to be stubborn, she wasn't. She put me before our daughter and I wasn't sure what to do about it. I understand that she didn't want to ruin my life but how could she think that us having a child together would ruin it? She is still in school, still excelling in her classes and living a wonderful life, what makes her think that I couldn't either? Oh my god. She thought i'd be a terrible father. No. How the hell could she think that? I had to know why she didn't think i'd make a good dad.
she dont tought you are not a good father...- she tought you would be a too goood father,ask her,Noah
and I understand Ellie totally,but him also...and he has the right to KNOW it,and to make his own decision,Ava isnt JUST hers,,not all boys are assholes
flyArea52 2 years ago
Wow...
DontClapTwice 2 years ago
Typical! We try to protect them and do what we think it's the best for them in a complete altruist way, and those assholes, aka boys, turn the whole thing around and act like we just wanted to hurt them! And yes, I'm talking about boys in general! Anywho, I do think Elle should have told him, but I get why shs didn't... LOVED IT! Gonna read the next one! :D
MartuXa16 2 years ago