and there's nothing I can say;

"...there's nothing I can do now."


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personal vid. Feel free to ignore if you wish to it's really nothing special.

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"I used to be stronger than this, you know? And I should!I don't wanna be a person that needs help!but I.....I feel all alone"


"my problem is with anybody who just vanishes and then walks just back in and expects to be instantly forgiven"


"I think she looks gorgeous!" "wow I didn't know this was a lesbian mixer" "Yeah..don't be so gay Peyton"


"no you listen!this is my world ok? that's my music this is my art!No! just stay out of my life ok? All of you!"


"It's tough to get to know Peyton...she tends to keep the world at arms length"

"It's ok!""no no is not ok!How can you just act like nothing's wrong?Aren't you afraid? Because I'm afraid for you!" "Don't be afraid Peyton...every song ends but is that any reason not to enjoy the music?"


"You know my life is pretty good!It is...but I was just searching for something to make it great...s-something to make it matter"


"Don't you dare twist my words around to make youself feel like you're not a backstabbing two-faced bitch Peyton because you ARE!...and you know it"


"we have these inner conversations daily...am I gonna look stupid?Am i pretty enough?"

"6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls...and sometimes...all you need is one"
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song: goodnight travel well
artist: the killers

Category:

Entertainment

Tags:

• peyton

[crazyashgm86]

Thank you SO much for making this, Zoe! I'm not sure what you're going through, but I want you to know that your art matters!!! It's helping me right now! You have no idea how much!!! Seriously do not EVER think of this video as nothing special. It's the best video you've made & probably the best OTH video I've seen. No contest.

[XBadWolfProductionsX]

@crazyashgm86 and no THANK YOU! for taking your time to drop me comments and letting me know how you felt!! even though it was a vid for me , if it touches someoe and can make them feel the same pain and emotions then is an accomplishment! and THANK U :) it means A LOT coming from you!!! again thank you so much you have no idea how much these coments helped me as well.

[crazyashgm86]

The stuff with her mother...I'm sure you know that I lost my father a few weeks ago. I cannot tell you how much I FELT in this video watching the stuff with her & her mom! I need to stop crying. "Am I pretty enough" fuck...sorry I'm totally ruining your comment! It's just that this video is getting to me in such a profound way." 6 billion people in the world. 6 billion souls, and sometimes all you need is one" YES! OMG there are no words! *cries forever*

[XBadWolfProductionsX]

@crazyashgm86 Yes and I'm very sorry :( I know what it's like to lose someone you love deeply specially if is family, ive been there which is why i can relate with peyton a bit but I can imagine it must be a LOT more painful to lose a dad so really im so sorry! *hugs* that line i think we've all been there havent we? but it sucks so much is something we have to ask ourselves we shouldnt. URE NOT! ure the first person im replying to because i didnt know it would touch u this much!

[crazyashgm86]

The voice overs you used! "I should be stronger than this..." Gah you made me relate to Peyton in a big way when I'm normally Brooke(as you know based of my nickname with Katie lol) but you made me see myself in my P. Sawyer, and that really means a lot to me! Especially when it comes to people leaving. That's always been an area that Peyton & I are alike! I loved your use of the "dyke" scene! And the stuff with her music & art! OMG I totally felt that violation!

[XBadWolfProductionsX]

@crazyashgm86 and im very glad u did I know ure more Brooke when it comes to you and Katie hehe even though i do find many Peyton characteristics to match u so im happy u got to identify with her so much thru this vid. That's one of my fave scenes and something i can relate to extremly specially through my HS years hehe thats why those episodes with Anna were tough for me to watch back in the day XD and THANK U! glad u could relate to that scene in her room as well :D

[cillaems123]

Hi i know im prob gonna get shot for this but can anyone tell me what tv show this is? as the vid looks amazing, thanx

[crazyashgm86]

@XBadWolfProductionsX Aaaww thanks so much for replying to me first! It means a lot! I'm so glad my comment made you happy, at least a bit. This video really moves me! No need to thank me hun! You deserve the praise!! :D

[XBadWolfProductionsX]

@crazyashgm86 Hey Ash :D and really? i seriously had no memory of this song being played in Smallville XD but then again my memory when it comes to that show is not reliable AT ALL!! lol anyways IM GLAD u thought so honestly even though i wasnt trying to vid Peyton but glad u loved it :D and yes i was and im glad u could see it

[crazyashgm86]

OMG you used THIS song! Shit it kills me! This is the song they play when Clark is holding Lex's ashes in his hand! Gah okay dead now! lol sorry for the freak out. You have no idea how much I love this song! Gah then combined with this video...Seriously the BEST PEYTON VIDEO EVER!!! By a million miles! I feel like you were telling a story of your pain through Peyton. I'm not sure if that's true, but it felt that way, and it moved me beyond measure!