My Childhood Sexual Abuse

A Poem about my experience with childhood sexual abuse, includes statistics as well

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[hottiestchick41]

im 17 n i was raped when i was 15 it wasnt suppose 2 happen 2 me i was at my aunts n her bf was tryin 2 rape my cuz shes 9 n hes 36 i stepped in my cuz got away but i didnt when the cops came my aunt took his side n now hes still runnin free hes raped me 5 times now n i have a 1 year old kid :( no1 is stoppin him.

[Jenniferchelle24]

that is really messed up, the police won't help you?

[ItsMeeJitt]

Im 15. My fiance is 19. He just got out of Jail In March for Sexual assualt on a minor, kidnapping and assult with a deadly weapon. And up untill yesterday i knew it was a lie. i didnt want to have sex so he said he was gonna rape me then i started crying and he snapped out of it. Im so scared i dont want to have to be afraid of him. i love him. I waited so long to be with him just for this. Anyways great video makes me feel real.

[Jenniferchelle24]

I would really advise you to not be in a relationship with him at this time.....sounds like he has some issues he needs to work out...and he can he just needs time to do that. That though is up to you :). I'm sorry to hear about what happened between the two of you, and I hope for your sake that it never happens again.

[rihannaROX4fan]

yeah ok i have something to say too

im about 15 yrs and they are these guys that are 15 years or older & yunger then meh and me and my friends like to hang out with them but sometimes they will force us into doing things and forcing us to make out wit them at a time and place and sometimes they will make us go to their house and so sorta of suff that are very sexual and very it's annyoing livin like this everyday

[Jenniferchelle24]

I just saw this today, are those guys still doing that stuff?

[DiabloJr420]

I am a male, was abused by a family member from 3-7 yrs old. It's awful but we survive. Ive battled heroin addiction since I was 15 and diagnosed with PTSD this shit has got to stop. The best revenge though is to live a happy healthy successful life. Easy to say though when we have been robbed of any hope usually its hard to even love. God bless all Survivors :) Stay strong! We are not alone life does not have to suck!

[RJP7093]

I'm so sorry that this happened to you. CHILD MOLESTORS SHOULD BE EXECUTED! And the system is a failure!

[zachmelia]

I gt a secret And i wanna share it wit u people.it took me 18 yrs to let this out.Ma mom's father molested me when im 6 yrs old.i fell asleep in his bed coz i had a long day playing..and that night..he crawld up in d bed n molested me.I love ma nanna n im close to her but i dare not speak up n tell her everything that happend.How could he do that to me??

When i was 14 ma dad's father molested me in d elevator.. Its horrible..i cnt sleep that night..i hid unda d bed so noone cud hear me cryin.it

[shamizanottz]

@hottiestchick41 YOU have to stop him

[grandpagirl22]

my brother molested me at 9 years old lasted i think 2 weeks and grandpa molested at 13 for a year and my cousin forced me to have sex with him 3 months ago on my moms birthday(May 1st) i was 15 at the time so i just turned 16 back on May 20th and he just turned 16 yesterday if i get very close to any1 in my family they will molest me D':

[patronesmababy]

from the time i was twelve till i was 14 years old my step grandfather was molesting me. when i finally told the poliece, my stepfather, his son, and the man my own mother was married to, threatened to kill me. i was forced to move 4 states away without my mother or other siblings, i was on my own. when i was 17 i finally got my day in court and the bastard actually got away with it because the poliece said i did not have sufficient evidence. im in counceling now and im finally starting to heal.

[insightVSoutlook]

Molesters, like (moles), are hole diggers. They navigate through dirt. The family issues,(the dirt), is the tunnel. Who else would know these intimate details? A relative/friend turned offender. Its an attack on the family as a hole (Not whole). i.e Holes in the family structure,communication,qualit­y time, supervision, emotional support, understanding, mutual respect, etc. are all tunnels into the home. It crosses all ethnic,socio-economics,religio­ns, even generations. (my experience)

[mammabutterfly751]

@hottiestchick41 hey you need to tell the cops turn him in you shouldnt have to be like this



[Keenanville09]

ive heard between 1/4 and 1/3 of woman will be sexually abused in their lifetime but does that ,mean theyll be raped or molested or does that also include like unwanted sexual jesters in at school/work etc?

[AnnaHellsing]

@ItsMeeJitt

i'd really like to tie the guy down and take a little time out of his life....hm.... too many ideas....

[AnnaHellsing]

@Jenniferchelle24

they dont get their in time they believe everyone but the victim, such is the "law" in the world, it's pathetic, they wouldnt care if i killed the fucker, and it only makes me more bitter, i hope someone stops him soon.... that is really fucked up that you saved her yet she took his side.....