Suicide

Obviously a song about suicide, but listen to the description in the intro of the song for a full meaning of the song.

Dedicated to all those who have died of suicide due to pain, depression and apathy and all those who are dealing with those issues and also have attempted to commit suicide or are thinking of doing it. I also dedicate this song to my three friends: Jessica, Tyler and Mickey, whom all committed suicide; i sorely miss you guys, i cant wait to see you when i die, maybe soon enough, i loved you all and i still do, i hope your happy now, i hope your pains are all gone now.

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[lexi1915]

This would be dedicated to my "adult" children. They are great kids who love to put me through hell.

[DrJetzy]

@samissobored Thanks! It's awesome to know that there are other people that feel the same way as me, and I'm not a freaky oddball. =)

[KaleeCali]

@thexxsilent I know that it is so hard to control Bipolar. I know that once you're angry , there is nothing stopping you unless someone you love tries, if they don't you keep going. Drugs don't help, alcohol doesn't help. They both stabilize your current mood and magnify them - they actually make the mood worse. Please just read this and consider your life ahead of you. My cousin didn't believe she was loved, but I loved her and now she's gone. Think of someone who could love you too.

[KaleeCali]

@thexxsilent ..to understand me and get what depression felt like. She was the only one who truly cared for me and now that she's gone, I don't really have anyone to talk to unless it's someone like you, who reaches out to me. I know I don't know you but when I hear what you're doing I hope that you can some how get your way out and find someone in live who will treat you like you deserve. Someone out there loves you and I'm sure it would mean the world to them if you found a better way to cope.

[KaleeCali]

@thexxsilent ..I could tell that she missed her kids, she missed her husband and she missed her old life. I don't know what it's like at all but I can understand how addicting they are. When she left my life I was sad and angry at the same time. Sad, because she was actually gone and never to come back, angry because no one else cared for her - they just let her walk on by. I couldn't help her and I couldn't stop her all by myself which really really hurt. She was the only person family wise...

[KaleeCali]

@thexxsilent I just had a close cousin die from drugs last year. It's seeming more and more that no one, even us are alone in this world. I want to say something to you, even though you've probably heard this from family and friends but since you reached out to me..You need to stop before it's too late. I knew my cousin was in trouble the minute she started, before she died we where at a family reiunion and I could tell just how depressed she was...

[thexxsilent]

@KaleeCali My brother Steve was 20 when he was diagnosed with Schizophrenia and it was very hard for him. He died the day before his 22nd b-day. I don't think it was by his own hand, but the reason I am replying to your post is to tell you that your not alone. I dont have schizophrenia but I am Bipolar and addicted to drugs as well as suicidal. Life just sucks a lot of times! Hang in there though because obviously theres a reason your still around. Right?

[KaleeCali]

I was diagnosed with Bipolar and Schizophrenia ( which is rare) when i was 17-18 years old. I always felt obligated to tell people and when I did, they always ran from me. I wrote a song on it called "The Beast With Two Backs" because that's how I feel. I feel like I can be a helpless trapped fly in a big web and super hulk the next. I've tried to kill myself more than 20 times in my life and people ask why, well, this is why.

[iamcooldk]

go die god dame stop singing (ps we all love you dont die)

[PetofJesus]

I tried killing myself again with 16 advil yeah I figured since 8 a day would be the maximum then 16 in 2 minutes would kill me oh boy was I wrong I felt agonizing stomach pains and terrible head aches my eyes felt like they were falling out and I was pretty much convinced that I was gonna die but no I survived...and I'm still dealing with the bullshit I'm trying to escape

[jcglessner]

To everyone out there who has thoughts of or has tried committing suicide, know that you are not alone, know that there is at least one person who loves you for you, know that many people before have been as low as you are, and most of all know that the good lord is there for you even in your darkest hour. I myself have had a rope around my neck and a gun in my mouth, I have been so low and so dark I didn't even think of the people I would effect with my actions, but god has given me the the wi

[NihilisticSliceshow]

like a year ago i used to listen to this many times again and again