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Mandy's POV
I watched the screen light up with Riley name yet again. I just stared at the phone until it stopped ringing and the message, "1 Missed Call" appeared. I looked away from the phone sitting on the counter. I took another sip of from the cold beer bottle as a tear slowly left my eye. I suddenly got up, grabbing my phone and leaving a decent tip for the bartender, making my way out of the bar. Which, honestly, wasn't the best. Their neon blinked and most letters didn't work, they played music from the 60's, and they're were lonely gentlemen everywhere(which freaked me out, a little.)
I sighed once I was out in the dark. Strangers walking by, all with a place to go it seemed. A nice house, with someone waiting for them. Someone that loved them. Someone they were close to. Not some rat-filled apartment owned by a family member they barely speak to and an infant. Not a place that she dreaded to go back to. Not a place where she talked to no one, and had no one.
I really have no one. Riley will go back to her life. And Chaz will go back to his wife. I have no where to go that I'd like to be. I watched as the lucky people walked by going home to their lives. While mine consisted on taking care of my child, and living off of tips. Just then, a teenage looking boy with dark black hair and a beautiful blond girl, whose hair fell to her waist and was curled to perfection walked hand-in-hand. I watched as they talked and each would smile or laugh. Finally, they had walked by me and a tear went down my cheek.
I could have that. I could so easily have everything I wanted. A nice home, a nice job, and a nice boyfriend. But, I made the wrong choices. The all too wrong choices. Suddenly, I felt my phone vibrate in my hand. I looked at the screen, expecting it to be Riley, once again. But, this time...it was unknown.
I wondered who it could be. If it was anyone who was looking for me, they would be in my phone. Even Katie. I hesitated, but answered. "Hello?" I said, the sounds of Manhattan, New York probably being heard on the other end of the line.
"Mandy?" His voice asked. "Thank God, where are you?"
I gasped at the sound of the voice. "Justin?" she asked.
"Yes." He said simply. "Mandy, where are you?"
I sighed, licking my lips shaking my head. "Why would you care, Justin?"
He started to say something, but I shut off the phone call. And the tears come down my cheeks and I ran to the alley next to the bar, which had a dumpster. I walked over to it bringing it open, ignoring the smell. Then, I finally found what I needed. I grabbed hold of the empty beer bottle and threw it on the ground, breaking it into pieces. I grabbed one of the pieces and brought it up, looking at it for a moment. Then, I placed it on my wrist as more tears fell. I took a deep breath and slowly began to break skin.
I dropped the glass and looked down to my wrist, the blood dripping down onto the concrete. The next thing I know, I begin to feel woozy. Then, I felt the cold ground.
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8+ comments for the next.(:
Was she trying to kill herself, or just cut?
ButterflyRainMyLove 6 months ago
@ButterflyRainMyLove Just cut.
TheLuckyk13 6 months ago