My ED Story & Ednos Diary: day #1 - PART 1

This is my first ed diary...it has my entire ed story so it may be kinda long if you put all parts 1 2 3 and 4 together but bare with me it is only my first video. Also sorry if it sucks. I have a-d-d and i go off topic quite a bit, i get a phone call and talk during the video, AND at the end i desperately have to pee. Yep, not exactly the best blog video ever made but at least it's about an ED which is what you wanted, right? The others will be better, promise. (Well, at least they won't be as long as this one was.)

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[polly10022]

WHAT is ednos!?!? XD

[silver18tiara]

@polly10022

Eating Disorder Not Otherwise Specified

it is a term for those who have an eating disorder that does not fall under all the criteria of either Bulimia Nervosa or Anorexia Nervosa, yet still may practice eating disorder habbits

[onelittleplum]

Um - this is almost my EXACT story. Everything from the skinny friend to the homeschooling and the skipping meals and water to the CARROT JUICE (!), so crazy! I was also a healthy weight when I started to starve myself. Omg it's like looking into the past, please post more!

[silver18tiara]

Really?

Hm, cool.

So i guess you pretty much understand then?

Lol that so weird that's it exactly the same!

[TheMeYouSee14]

57 days?! what did you do when you ran out of carrot juice?

[VictoryJenn7]

@Horsebabe4 when youre that young, and you have a skinny friend, like she had said , she thought she was naturally thin.. so in an 11 year olds mind they could easily develop a disorder in that circumstance.

[Waddles12360]

Would it be OK if I used part of this video for my English project?

[Horsebabe4]

@ xmuuxchanx

Also how dare you ever think I wanted this disorder. You have no idea of who I am or what Ive been through in my life. I don't think anyone ever truely wants to be sick. My doctors states it like this " no one wants cancer, so no one wants an eating disorder". So don't you think I like having this or am proud of it because Im not. It just happen and Im working my butt off to get better. I am going to recover. But don't you ever think I am happy to be label "anorexic". i hate it

[Horsebabe4]

@ xmuuxchanx

Having an eating disorder just doesn't interupt your eating it interupts your whole way of living. My point is there is a difference. I wasn't even functional when I was sick, I also lost of important relationships in my life because of this. There is a difference and thats my point. Not that one is more deadly or harder to over come than the other but there is a difference. Both very unhealthy and need medical addressing, so Im not saying mine is in your words "better"

[Horsebabe4]

@xmuuxchanx

Also how dare you think I am happy or "proud to be but in the hospital. I been hospitalized 4x and it wasn't like I am happy or think my eating disorder is more severe thereford you interupt it to think I would think "better". Ha that is the farthest thing from the truth. I actually was just hospitalized again for it because of a sucidie attempt. However my point is there is a difference between disordered eating and eating disorders.

[Horsebabe4]

@xmuuxchanx

@ lockeantheroy2

I was not saying her is less serious but I was upset and put off by her blaming it on having a "thinner" friend. Yes at first all eating disorders & disordered eating is about the desire to be thin. However now that I've been in recovery I can see that an eating disorder is a very complex thing its a biopsychosocial disorder and I believe even a soul disorder. I was upset because that is not what an eating disorder is about....

[xMuuxchanx]

God, you're beautiful.

[xMuuxchanx]

@Horsebabe4 Bullshit. Just because her disorder is different than yours doesn't mean that she doesn't have one. I've never been hospitalized, but I've had to endure a daily battle every day since I was 11. Don't make yourself feel important and special because your disorder is textbook, and don't put this poor girl down. People with eating disorders shouldn't put each other down, they should build each other up. Ridiculous.