Okay, I made this video for a friend so it is about Sora and Riku but its also about me and a friend that I used to have that I really miss. I know this video isnt great and I might go back and fix it later but I had to get my emotions out. I dont really want to say her name but I was missing her so much I had to make this video. Unlike in the end of this video I will never be able to talk to my friend again so I suppose this is wishful thinking. It's my fault that we aren't friends anymore and I hurt her a lot. I feel a bit pathetic for still missing her when it seems obvious that she has already gotten over everything. I know if I try to talk to her again it will just end in another disaster and I'll probably end up hurting her again. Despite all of the times we hurt each other I know that she was the only true friend I've ever had and though I know it could never work out I still can't help missing her.
Sorry for babbling lol for everyone elses purposes this video is about the friendship between Sora and Riku and Sora's feelings when Riku left and began to change. Sora was afraid he had lost the Riku who was his friend and though he thought he had him back several times he always ended up losing him again. As Sora struggled to find Riku he came to realize that the darkness and pain that Riku felt was beginning to consume him as well. Riku questions whether he should keep on living and Sora is unable to reassure him as he would have before because he himself is affected by the darkness in his own heart. In the end they realize they are still friends but both are so broken its difficult to find each other in the darkness. This is also the story with my friend. (Sora = me and Riku = my friend).
Is it wrong to miss someone even if you know they're bad for you? So much pain and betrayal and yet you can sometimes find yourself missing them despite it all...missing them so much it hurts and still finding in your heart that you still think of them as a friend. After all this hurt we caused each other...how stupid am I to still miss her? No matter how mad I get...still these feelings of friendship won't fade....
MentalApparitions 8 months ago
man you did so good
johniscoollol 2 years ago
Thank you ^^ I'm glad you think it's so cool
MentalApparitions 2 years ago
Wahh what's this song called? It's so true. ]:
EugeniaT 2 years ago
Its I Miss You by The Summer Obsession.
MentalApparitions 2 years ago