Episode 6 - Fear of Flying - The Reuben Show Season 1 Hodari

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate."


Will I be a slave to those I want to free?
I love loving you but do u love loving me?
I loved loving you but do you love loving me
I love loving you but do u love loving me?
If i show u deep down, will u just judge me?
Cause deep down i got a secret identity
Deep down i got a secret identity
Deep down i got a secret identity

Im Superman, u know i got the cape,
but i aint, super all the time, sometimes i get afraid
They say when u afraid thats when it means something
Like the butterflies in my stomach back when we was youngins,
But i aint feeling so cute though, i see the truth, though,
Im standing, in my own way, and I gotta move go!
Why you so slow? Why you standing still?
Your lifes changing son,we need you to build,
I never thought in my life id be rapping about fear
But i never thought in my life id be here,
One shot, guns in my hands, its what i wished
And I cant even take aim dont wanna miss

Will I be a slave to those I want to free?
I love loving you but do u love loving me?
I loved loving you but do you love loving me
I love loving you but do u love loving me?
If i show u deep down, will u just judge me?
Cause See deep down i got a secret identity
Deep down i got a secret identity
Deep down i got a secret identity

Most times im strong, but sometimes i get weak weak, ,
And in those times theses thoughts they start to creep creep,
And i cant Speak me, I just wanna re-treat,
i know the fight is coming but im afraid to get defeat
I want to run and hide, go back to yesterday,
Cause when u at the bottom, the whole world wants to play
Wants you to stay, when you rising it hurts to hear em say
Who u think u are? U pretending, you changing
Me? Deep down in my heart im amazing
Gotta get the grapes of wrath too often im raising,
Waiting chilling debating soaking up rays and
Middling wasting my moments as they bleed to days,
Im Dribbling, scribbling , hidden, at war with my twin
Trapped in myself spinning sweating living in a prison,
Within im Sinning, fretting, letting in, the forgetting
cause when it comes to the self i stay unforgiving,

Thats why
Hes living with a fear of flying
but deep in my chest still beats the heart of a lion
still holding im, my breathing, im scared to try it,
cause i dont know how to swim, but i know i dive in


Bad habits are hard to break, Good advice is hard to take
New life im tryna make, these old fears i gotta shake,
I Got work to do, hate working alone but it dont need you
i wish it wasnt true, deep down, we always knew
you gotta fly on your own, with any luck maybe,
well met up back at the home
got wings of stone i cant let you go,
looking down on the road, rather stand on land in your arms consoled (but no)

Hes living with a fear of flying
but deep in my chest still beats the heart of a lion
still holding im, my breathing, im scared to try it,
cause i dont know how to swim, but i know i dive in


When you on the road the path is so clear,
When you in the sky no signs in the air..
What happens after u get everything i wanted?
im worried if i did id start feeling haunted, ,
but The minute you start whining is the moment you stop shining,
the minute you look back is when you start rewinding
cause its hard to be loved when u worry about eing hate
you gotta move forward son, times wasting

"....Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us"

Category:

Music

Tags:

• Toronto Hip hop
• ashanti
• fear of success
• the reuben show
• hodari
• nelson mandela
• marianne williamson
• the way that i love you

[baudbwoy]

Hodari that was sweet...keep bringing it.