Outside Looking In (Nick Jonas Love Story) Chapter 35

Last nights event was fun. A lot of fun, but I guess that had a lot to do with the people we were with. Nick and his brothers made it interesting. The event was the premiere of some new company. I didn't pay that much attention. My mind was occupied with too much life changing information. Tomorrow we were going to New York with the Jonas boys and that would happen for the entire week. A whole week in New York with Nick. How much better could it get? I actually had an answer to that. A lot. It could get a lot better. While in New York they wanted Haley to sing some duet with the boys and because she didn't want to do it my parents told them about me and after asking my sister for her consent I agreed. Sure I was nervous but Nick was there so I guess it will be better. Since of course the cats out of the bag now.

That was my dads news last night. Haley and I had screamed as soon as the words had come out of his mouth. We hugged each other and jumped up and down and practically tackled our dad in a giant bear hug. That's when he told us about the duet and Haley refused. She said music was my thing and she wasnt all that much good at it anyway. This wasn't like her and I was determined to talk with her later. A talk that we still needed to have. She'd been so busy getting ready for tonight I didn't want to bother her. Besides it was something she obviously wouldn't talk about it in front of our parents so I had to talk to her privately. Maybe on the plane.

We got home and the event was fun BUT also tiring. I was stressing on what to pack and Haley was already almost done. She was good at it. She had to be by how much she traveled. I had talked to Cass about half an hour ago thinking that maybe she might be able to help but I think it made me more stressed. Talking with her alone I think it added about ten more things to the list. Things I would definitely now that she had brought it up and things that I was still running around trying to find. Yes, I was organized, but everything always gets thrown around when I pack. I should really ask Haley how she does it. Thank goodness she walked in right on time as if I had called her.

"Need some help? You look... flustered." She smiled. Hm...we were alone now. Maybe I could talk to her.

"Please." I said.

She started grabbing different articles of clothing and what not and put them into my suit case while checking off the list. Funny how she still knew where everything was. I didn't question it though. Because with those thoughts came bad memories. Memories I didn't want to remember.

"So..." I said.

"So." She smiled.

"Why didn't you want to do the duet?" I asked.

I hadn't meant to be so forward. I was going to try to beat around the bush a little. Ease into the subject because to me it was no big deal, but I don't know what it meant to her.

"Singing is your thing. It always have been and always will be. The only reason I tried to get into singing was because mom was so devastated when you didn't sing any more. I'm actually a little better than everyone thinks I am." She smiled. "You used to sing all the time. Even if we were just doing chores. When...well...when you know who entered our lives and broke our hearts I was hurt yeah, but you were hurt so much more. You went into some kind of funk. You weren't the same and we were worried. Even if I never showed it I always was. I was always so mean with you because you seemed to take it all out on me and I admit I did deserve it, but it hurt because you were blaming me and not him. He was perfect in your eyes and you turned on me. We used to be best friends and the closest sisters. I was just retaliating and it was both of our faults so dont feel bad." She said.

She must have seen the look on my face. It must have shown pure guilt the exact mirror of what I was feeling.
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[TheRealKennaNicole]

Dude that sux! Sorry! that really sux I don't think I could handle that much more school. LOL

[xImOnlyMeWhnImWithUx]

Man everybody is like so close to summer vacation but I have to stay in school until June 31st!

UGH!

haha exams soon D:

[TheRealKennaNicole]

Thanx! Ur lucky. I have no more real days left.

Just sunday and monday on vacay with my class and trips all next week! :)

[shaunamarie07]

great chapter !

and ive been on summer holidays 2weeks today wooo !

[TheRealKennaNicole]

Lucky! I want summer to come faster! I have all next week. It's a fun week but theres graduation and I have to make a speech. blah! lol thanx for commenting!

[minnieiscool]

aww great chapter!! can't wait for the next one!

and one more day of school for me!!! :D yippee!! (Friday's like the fun day) and i can't wait for summer either!