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hallucinations due to meds out of balance. i hear people calling to me. they are asleep and so am i.

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[Shrunkenhead61]

What's it called when you are alone and you are convinced someone is starring at you? I was painting and I felt a presence to only see nothing. I hear stuff that's similar to someone sneaking up on me too. I start using martial arts to get ready and I try finding the intruder. Also, racing thoughts, can it just be a lot of RANDOM crap everywhere? I woke up once and two inverted cones were rotating in my mind (vertical axis) and it felt like I was flowing with them on a ride. Faces are bad too.

[HidingFromEveryone]

@Shrunkenhead61 waking thoughts w/ inverted cones might be lucid dreaming? alone and convinced someone is staring at you or sneaking up on your would mostly likely fall under the category of paranoia. paranoia is part of bipolar. i have another vid for racing thoughts. racing thoughts is bipolar. it sounds like you are exhibiting some of the characteristics of a person who has bipolar. are you currently under a doctor's care or have you gone for a screening? what is wrong w/ faces?

[Shrunkenhead61]

@HidingFromEveryone As for the faces, when I try to remember faces, they are always contorted twisted and scary I can't remember faces as they are when I see them or when I try to remember them. My thoughts get weird like the cones only grotesque and I have sounds, sights, emotions, smells, and tastes that can spring up. It happens rather quickly and the more I think about it the more that happens.

[HidingFromEveryone]

@Shrunkenhead61 I have no idea what any of this is. Have you seen a doc for evaluation? If you get an evaluation you can get a diagnosis and treatment plan. Please see a doctor. It sounds like you are uncomfortable. Isn't it better to see a doc and get comfortable than continue on as you are now?

[Shrunkenhead61]

@HidingFromEveryone They seriously have no idea it's been 2 years too lol. First, schizo-affective. But, I dunno, I'm on lithium now.

Yeah, I have very weird thoughts. Some are creative. Some are gruesome. Others are confusing.

I think I am just weird. I don't relate to schizophrenics (I have a family of them though) or Bi-polar really. I've had hallucinations and delusions and went on spending sprees and sexcapades.

I'm giving up on medications, frankly.

[HidingFromEveryone]

@Shrunkenhead61 I can understand your frustration. I was misdiagnosed for decades. Schizophrenics share the same mutated genes as ppl w/ bipolar & the same meds b/c of the sames genes. Both illnesses run in the family. Maybe get more than 1 opinion & don't tell the new doc what the others said? That is what I did. It is disappointing and frustrating to not have answers.

[Numb4223]

Yo, I see that this video is from five months ago. I hope you got everything straightened out.

[bluenose40]

i see things a lot out the corner of my eye,or i might see a shadow run up the stairs,ive been told its my meds,Depakote,you start to question your sanity,AGAIN.Dont be ashamed of your illness,were special people,remember that.

[HidingFromEveryone]

yeah, it sucks. you know what i mean.

[2fcd]

ohh....That sucks...I used to see things like "white stck people" and the vacume cleaner jogging in place, and I'v heard FEW voices, but I've had times when I heard constant bird chirps (almost like a broken record a lot of times)at times when they werent out, or I was indoors (like 2 in the morning,school,etc..)