When You're Gone [chapter12]

[He smiled and stood up, quickly kissing my cheek before walking out of my room and heading home. I pulled my cell phone off my bedside table and called one of my best friends Julie. She answered and I sighed.]

S: Julie. I have a problem.
J: uh-oh. What happened? Wait, I thought you were meeting Nick?
S: I did. He told me we should give us a try. I walked off. He came over. We kissed. Hes taking me to lunch tomorrow.
J: soyou like him?
S: [sigh] I dont know. When he kissed me, it felt like I was kissing Jonathan, so I imagined it wasis that bad?
J: well. Maybe its just too soon. Its not fair to Nick or you if you arent completely putting yourself into it.
S: what if he takes it the wrong way? I care about him too much to lose him. I cant handle losing anyone else, Julie.
J: just be straight with him. Tell him exactly whats on your mind.
S: okay. Thanks.
J: no problem Sarah, youll do the right thing. Night.
S: goodnight.

[I hung up and laid back on my bed. Why does doing the right thing have to be so hard?]

[Next day]
[Nick texted me that morning saying hed come get me at 12:30 but I told him Id just walk to his house. I needed to figure out what I was going to say. What do I say? When I kiss you I imagine its someone else? No. I like you, but not like that? No. I do like you, its just still too soon? Sounds good enough. I rung his doorbell and Joe opened it.]

S: hi.
J: hey. Sarah, right?
S: yeah. Is Nick here?
J: yeah. Ill go get him.
S: thanks.

[Joe walked upstairs and another boy walked in from the kitchen. I knew him as Kevin.]

K: hi.
S: hi. Im sarah.
K: hm. So, YOURE sarah. Ive heard a lot about you.
S: oh.
K: dont worry. Nicks never had a bad thing to say about you. Which is strange considering he never stops talking about you. Youd think hed have at least ONE bad thing to say.
S: [giggles] I dont think hed want you to tell me that.
K: eh. Its what brothers are for.

[I heard footsteps, so I turned around to see Nick walking down the stairs and over to me. we said goodbye to Kevin and walked outside and over to his car. We were standing in front of his car and this was it. I was going to tell him that it was just too soon.]

S: I need to tell you something—

[He collided his lips with mine before I could say anything. I felt that familiar feeling of Jonathan again and I completely forgot what I had been planning to say. I kept trying to only focus on Nick. Nick. Nick. Nick. Nick. Nick. Jonathan. Damn it. He pulled away and slightly smiled.]

N: sorry. I really wanted to do that again. What did you want to tell me?

[I knew I should tell him what I was feeling. I knew it was the right thing to do, I just couldnt. I shook my head.]

S: it was nothing.
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another one tomorrow.
so, a alot of you guys want nick&sarah together.
we'll just have to see what happens ;]
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[H4NiiB4Bii]

i have decided to write my own fanfic,

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[chyeah901]

yeah, sure.

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[Mongoz08]

well shall see. what happensss

[ajT15JoBros]

they should be together!! but she has to get her feelings straight! come on sarah!

[minorityofone1984]

AHHHHH you have to tell the poor boy sooner rather than later or wait the whole thing out

[danradcliffereak18]

damnit sarah!! my goodness gracious!! make up ur mind girl! lol POST SOON!!

[GirlyGirl06030]

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[xoxojonaslovrxoxo]

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[tennisprincesstash2]

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