-What's the alternative? [The God Complex]

**SERIOUSLY, IF YOU HAVEN'T SEEN THE GOD COMPLEX, DO NOT WATCH THIS. OR READ THE DESCRIPTION. UNLESS YOU REALLY DON'T CARE. BECAUSE THE SPOILERS. SO MANY SPOILERS.***

OH MY GOD ALL MY TEARS MAKING THIS VIDEO HAS ALMOST STARTED TO MAKE THEM ALL FLOW AGAIN.

I knew what was coming. I had kind of figured it out before hand. But that did not prepare my heart for the emotional trauma that this episode caused. That scene in Amy's room of the hotel when the Minotaur was there? IT BROKE MY HEART INTO A THOUSAND PIECES. LITERALLY. WELL NOT. BUT IT SERIOUSLY MADE MY HEART FEEL AS THOUGH IT WAS BEING RIPPED APART AND LEFT OPEN TO BLEED SADNESS. And the scene at the end, I was like, sobbing.

ALL THE SADNESS.

"The Girl Who Waited" has nothing on this episode (in terms of sadness) for me. But that is obviously just because I am /ridiculously/ attached to Amy and Eleven's friendship. Like, they are my actual end all to beat all OTP. ...And I don't even ship them romantically. Oh the irony.

So I kind of deviated from my usual "make video about episode" routine and went for a more "forget the rest of the episode the whole thing might as well just be about Amy and Eleven".

OH MY GOD ALL THE SADNESS JUST WILL NOT STOP COMING.

Like, I'm really happy that their relationship was not totally destroyed. Because I am of the opinion that Amy still really loves the Doctor, and still has so much faith in him. Like, she's still standing at the window, looking up for him at the end of the episode. That whole "destroying faith" (SO SAD) thing was more just temporary, I think. Like, in the moment. And I really don't think that some of the things that the Doctor said in that speech were totally true. Obviously he just had to twist thing in the moment in order to save her. But I don't think that he really just took her with him because he was vain and wanted to be adored. That might have been part of it...but there's no way that's the whole reason. The two of them have always had a really special connection (BEST. FRIENDSHIP. EVER.) (And like, he came back for her. If he wanted to be adored, he could have gotten almost anyone. But he came back for her. Twice.), and the two of them still have /so/ much love for each other.

That's my rant. it could be much longer.

AND OH MY GOODNESS. THE DOCTOR'S LITTLE WHIMPER WHEN HE AND AMY ARE HUGGING AND SAYING GOODBYE. IT BREAKS MY HEART. AND THEN HOW HIS EYES ARE ALL RED AND GLISTENING. SO MUCH SADNESS. SOOOO MUCCHHH.

Okay I hope you all like the video. Sorry for being such a spam monster. XD

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