more of pome then a song i guess.....
Tell me what you think good and bad comment welcome.
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its tuesday night
i gave u one more chance to come back and make things right and u knew that chance ended tonight
so now im forced to start spitting these words i wish didnt have to be have to be writen
what i need u to do emily is just sit back and listen
you left me and just love a new guy outta the bule
while
im sitting here thinking of you while drinking my beer , i wanna take this one chance to make everything real clear , its been almost a year since the start of that day at k-mart when i
pushed you in the shopping cart we moved so fast we should have played it smart cause now i cant seem to get you out of my heart
now im not saying that i was you back
although i do miss you like Tessa misses crack
but instead of smack its nick mccune missing his wiffle bat
even thought i know in ur mind cune and em don't mean jack
cause i saw it in your eyes the last time i seen u , your heart for me has turned pitch black
so many nights i spent crying on my bed missing my wild red head asking god to make u call me on the phone begging him to send you back home
the first day at your moms house we shot a 22 .....Emily you have no idea how much i still love you.
that same day we talked till 6 am , man i wish i could re-live those times ageain.
its breaking my heart to say my goodbyes but you looked me in the eyes and told me so many lies and you pushed me to the point where i dont even wana try your back to where u chill with people that just wana get high your back to spending most of your time online on myspace trying to hook up with any random guy.
but im not lieing im no angel im not saying everything was all your fault i did somethings and said somethings that i never shoulda done things that im gonna regret untill my days are done i never shoulda hurt u i was a dumb dumb
the last time u took off i swore to myself that i was gonna change i wanted to get rid of my stupid angry rage i wasn't gonna get mad i wasn't gonna make u sad i wasn't gonna make u cry i just wanted to treat u like a beautiful delakit butterfly
but you never have me a chance to try you told me you were going to come back but that was a lie and im not stupid i know you ditched me for another guy.
i wanted so bad for me and you and the baby to be a family im not gonna lie emily i wanted you to marry me oh and by the way i love the name annie .
F.Y.I. the first time i saw you i didnt think you were a sped i thought to myself you were a beautiful red head and and i had to make you mine when we joked about shaveing your head i knew you were one of a kind but now YOU have changed and i have to get you outta my mind.
i cant keep thnking about your beautiful smile or not being able to be there for everything with my first child.
i was gonna give u the keys to my heart but now like paper through a shredder every-thing's torn apart.
so many days every time i hear a car go by or any noise outside i hoped it was you coming back to give me another try , but its never you it will never be you its killing me inside and while im writeing this im trying hard not to cry but after all your lies baby girl i have to say
:( goodbye :(
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dudeeeeeeee nice............ creative way to break it up... i like it...
suresh54 1 year ago