Surrendering to POSION; 9

sorry this sucks, I kinda rushed to write it :/
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I love you guys! :D. how about 40+ comments for the next one.

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For the rest of the remaining day I just locked myself up in my bedroom refusing to come out whenever David would demand for me to stop this so called "nonsense" which in my perspective was completely far from that. This just frustrated me even more, it just showed me that no one understand me at all. Now I can honestly say I've never felt so alone in my entire life.




Time had flown by and I hadn't made any movement, I was just planted in the same spot. I just need to be surrounded by familiar objects because it seemed like out there nothing seemed familiar. I despised seeing myself like this, because I rarely ever cried, all this felt so unnatural to me.




My thoughts were soon quickly invaded by a loud knocking come from my door, I didn't even flinch or direct my eyes to the door I just stayed still. "Selena open up!" The rough voice shouted, I knew that voice it was the same annoying voice that I spoke to not too long ago, and when I spoke to him I recall I told him to ever speak to me again. I guess Nick wasn't so good on following orders.




I decided to just quickly reply and cut the conversation short while I had still the chance. "Goodbye Nicholas" I shouted back, frustration pouring out of my tone.




"Selena please, you're scaring me!" He pleaded, I was almost sure I heard his voice crack.




The impacted of his sadness hit me hard, making me re-think opening the door but I reminded myself of what he had done early and I wasn't going to be that naive girl who'd give in so quickly. I shift my direction back over to my bed and flipped the sheets over pulling my body inside the warm covers before throwing my sheets back over me. After a couple of knocks, pleads and attempts to get me to come out before he finally gave up, leaving me alone to wallow in self-pity.




Once the empty silence invaded my ears I knew it was safe to leave my room without having any confrontations with anyone. I lightly pressed down on the wooden floor trying to be as quiet as I could, shuffling over to top of the stair case I glanced down before scurrying down into the kitchen.




I began to fill the black kettle with water before placing it on the stove and impatiently waiting for it to warm up. I took a few seconds to search for a cup and pick out which tea I'd want. I closed my eyes and rubbed my temple, what was happening to me? How did I let everything get this bad? I was trapped, that's what it felt like.




My thoughts were interrupted by fogy steam that was blowing out of the kettle; I turned off the strove and poured myself the hot water in the violet cup. That's when I caught a glimpse for someone from the corner of my eye, I began to get a uneasy feeling grow in my stomach as I slowly turned around.




"I knew you'd come out sooner or later"




I couldn't hold back the holler of fear that rolled right of my tongue, "Nick!" my hand flew on my heart planting itself there, while I took may calming breaths.




He rolled his eyes impatiently moving closer to me, but I made a swift move backwards leaving him in shock. I wasn't in the mood for conversation, why couldn't he get that through his thick skull? I shook my head at him once I saw him open his mouth; I could feel my eyes start to water once again. I didn't need this, not now.



That's when it hit me, I couldn't stay here anymore I needed space, I needed new surroundings. I knew just the right place, I was about to go back to the place I used to think was hell.

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