Fallin For You Chapter 20

i know its been forever and im sorry but comment and maybe itll come sooner
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*Alexs POV*

I woke up and me and Joe went in the venue and checked out the stage. "The stage is sweet" Kevin said. "Whats so cool about it?" I asked. It looked like a regular stage to me. "Watch this" he said. Somebody hit a button and a platform rose from the catwalk into the air. "Woah thats awesome" I said in amazement. I ran over to see if I could test it out but they said I would have to wait. "I wanna ride it with you when we sing the song" Joe said. "Ok" I said. "Wheres Nick?" I asked running around looking for him. I found him outside standing against the wall of the venue. "Whats going on?" I asked walking up to him. "You tell me cause I would really like to know" he said with a hint of attitude. "Nothing that I know of. Are you ok?" "Kinda. I just want to know whats going on with you and Joe" "Nothings going on with me and Joe. Were just gonna sing a song together tonight" I said. "How come me and you have never done a duet?" "I dont know you never asked. We can if you want to" "No forget it. Are you cheating on me with Joe" "NO! I would never cheat on you" I said clearing things up. "Ok you guys just seem to have something going on that me and you dont have" "Well I guess we do. Were best friends and he likes me and asked me out and its like Im being pressured to choose between you guys" I complained. "So youre actually giving it some thought to dump me for him?" "Kinda" I answered quietly looking down. "Well then let me make it easy on you. If youre seriously giving it some thought then I dont want to be with you so were done" he said obviously mad. "Nick please dont do this to me" I choked out holding back the tears. "Im sorry but Im not worth it if youre giving that thought so go be with Joe and be happy" he said walking away leaving me by myself in tears. I walked to my bus and laid on my bed and cried myself to sleep. I felt like somebody had just ripped out my heart. I missed soundcheck and rehearsal but everybody would have to get over it. I felt somebody shaking me to wake me up. I looked up and it was Peter. "Hey" I said knowing I sounded depressed. "Its time for the show but are you ok?" he asked. "I guess.if Im not then I will be" "Ok" he said realizing I didnt want to talk about it. I got changed and ran inside just in time for getting in position. I had to put on a fake smile and it was extremely hard when I saw Nick walk by. I wanted to break down in tears. I went out on stage and performed obviously depressed. It was time for me to sing Catch Me the first song I wrote about Nick. I wanted to kill myself at that moment. I sat on a stool in the middle of the stage and started playing and singing. I looked to my left and saw the guys standing there. Me and Nick locked eyes and I had to look away to keep from crying. Apparently it didnt help because I broke down in tears right then and there. I was crying so hard I couldnt even sing. I got to the point where I was on the floor on my knees with my head in my hands. The fans kept singing along and finished the song. "Guys Im gonna take a little break and get myself back together and Ill be back soon I promise. I am so sorry but I havent had all that great of a day. I love you" I said walking off the stage to a couch backstage. I laid across it letting out all the tears I had. I saw Nick look over at me and I could tell that he was hurting from my pain. Joe sat beside me and rubbed my back but I shrugged him off and went to my dressing room. I was so pissed off I was gonna take it out on anybody. I heard my door open and in walked my 911. Savannah. "Girl what is going on with you?" she asked sitting beside me. "Im heartbroken and I cant take it" I said still crying. "Its ok. Any guy who would dump you isnt worth all this crying" she said hugging me. "But he wasnt just a guy to me. He was everything. I loved him whether he knew it or not" I explained. "I know but right now you have fans who love you regardless of what Curlytop thinks of you I guess youre right" I said laughing a little. I got up and sat in front of the mirror. "I look pathetic" I observed redoing my makeup and hair. "Show him what he just lost" she said applying makeup. "Done" we both said. I looked in the mirror one last time and I looked really good and he was gonna hate dumping me. I walked out past him so they could rise me back on the stage and I could feel his eyes on me. Me and Joe didnt end up doing the song and the concert went really well after all that.

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[skatingjbfan08]

ugh nick why are so freaking stupid!!!