I'm Evil, or I have a Personality Disorder (Part 3 of 5)

...is a problem.

One problem is that I've accepted who I am, I am so realistic that I've accepted my human nature. There is a part of me that whats to be narcisstic, there is a part of me that wants to be a sex addict. I've accepted it, I'm happy with it. I love being greedy, I love being sexual, and I love being narcisstic. I just absorb everything, it makes me feel so good, and thats the goal, me feeling good. Of course I'm gonna help the world, I'm going to be a psychiatrist, I'm going to be involved in medicine because I want people to think just like me. See I think if you supress your emotions you can make logical decisions, and one logical decision is accepting your nature, and not letting it get skewed with bias and religion, not that I'm atheist, like I said I'm agnostic, but I think people need to live in this realm and worry more about what they do now than what happens later which is what I do I'm more worried about what I do right now, today, than what happens to me after I'm dead because it doesn't matter does it. You gotta worry about now, today, politics, news, making your money.

I'm cool, like with my friend, people have fun with me, as corrupt as I sound it's not that bad. You couldn't tell by the way I act, well you could but, you think I'm just being funny, thats who I am. It just affects my social skills, but I'm working on it. So generally speaking, looking in from a religious perspective I am an evil person. At the same time I have high virtue, and if you're virtuous it promotes a happy life and it's the theoretical equivelant to continuous religious practice of any religious faith. So I'm just curious what you guys think. I'm writing a book about that higher consciousness, because I think I've really hit something. For a long time, it took me forever to figure it out. You sit down, think real hard. Just... what personality disorder do I have because I know it exists. Thats about it, hopefully I'll be putting up some cooler videos that aren't so deep. Thanks for listening but please give me some advice from a psychiatrist, psychologist, I don't care, give me some advice. Don't worry about giving me trash talk because I'm not gonna change I love every bit of who I am, every part thats bad I love.

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[fireman12888]

You make a strong case, the person that has made this video may somewhat agree with godwins law or perhaps somewhat relevant to the constition, from due experience, he disposes. Although what he defines as "bad" is a tinge, or perhaps large lot, different, religious people may transform a bit more nihilistic if they attain amalgamated iotas. Perhaps you may relate such ideology by the book "lord of the flies".

[MikiAlbatou]

I agree with most of what you say.

I think you should do what makes you happy, despite it being wrong to society. As long as you don't hurt others its all good.