I Cried Last Night

Last night was so painful for me... I cried, I screamed for help... I just wanted to hold her again... yet I woke up this morning & realized that is not what's best... I felt like... I might actually come out of being alone, ok...

I just need time... I need rest. But I also need to keep talking, to keep my mind at ease... so don't think I'm ever taking a break from this :D!!!

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[WoJiaoBaba]

you know what you should do..GREG... you should delete your youtube account i mean; you srsly made this account for it to end up being like an mtv reality show?? or did you make it just for shits and giggles, if your life is really that fucked up and you have it that hard i suggest you stop recording yourself 24/7 to get self-pity of strangers across the internet and change the bad life you supposedly have. Obviously the internet isnt doing anything for you anymore. you should realize this.

[Thelcebox]

@TashieMS - It's fucking assholes like Onision that unfortunately turn people like you into Onisidrones. Seriously, do you even hear yourself? You're so weak-minded.

[moonlightkisu]

@TashieMS and, may I add, an adult who supposed to be responsible for his own actions. Also ... how am I personally responsible for him not going somewhere? wait, don't answer that, you might hurt yourself formulating a rational response.

[moonlightkisu]

@TashieMS lol

Onision can't go to vidcon because he's a self-righteous tool douche loser.

[TashieMS]

@moonlightkisu How fucking dare you. Its fucking assholes like you in this world that ruin peoples lives that dont even deserve to hear that.He cant even go to fucking VidCon because of you. I hope you burn in hell you fucking heartless wench.

[5BGVO4]

thank you for sharing your pain...and healing...with the Youtube community. most of us have been through your situation at least once if not more. one thing I've realized, and it's taken me many years, is that anyone who does not appreciate you after you have treated them like gold, either has serious self-esteem issues or subconciously wants to re-live their abusive childhood with another abuser, liar, cheater, or control freak. avoid these 'damaged goods'. ms. right will come along.

[IronMoad]

WTF???!!! how did I get here?

[MegaZeldafan13]

I love your videos, but it seems like your making too many videos about your life than anything else. But it's fine, I like hearing what goes on in your life. And I'v tried to stop people from leaving bad comments, but I guess people are just too stubborn. Just ignore haters that are just jealous, and focus on people care. A lot of people need you to have someone to listen to. I'm one of those people. Even if the whole world turned on you I would support you. Just wanted to let you know that, g

[moonlightkisu]

You cried last night? who gives a shit?