This is a special Ep. for my 51 subscribers! Thank you all! Even if you didn't comment the amount that I wanted....I am thankful for you that subscribed.
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****Writing in Dairy****
Dear Dairy,
What the hell is wrong with the world? Stealing, Killing,....Drugs? My father and mother was bad druggies...I was just pissed at them for not being the parents I wanted them to be. The ones that would pick me up from school. The ones that would be cheering for me at my soccer games. Kiss my forehead and tell me goodnight. Just like my friends had. My friends were embarrassed of it. But if I had it. I would love it. I would have done anything to have that. So when ever I have my babies. I wont be the piss poor parents that mine were. I will be a good mother. So because of them being the way they were. I lost my Virginity to my boyfriend...Well now ex-boyfriend. He dumped be because I was pregnant. He didn't want to be laughed at. HIM being laughed at? I am the one that is carrying 50 extra pounds and the babies!
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I shoved the pen and note book away and looked out of my window. I sighed and watched the rain poor slowly down. Rain makes me depressed.
Your prob. wondering where Nick is. Well I haven't seen him in like 2 days...which was the concert. I don't know what I did....He's texted me some but other than that...Notta.
Mitchel was out recording some songs. So I was home alone.
Door Bell-Ding, Ding.
ME-Coming!
I walked though the house and to the door. Opening it quickly. There stood Nick Jonas with a guitar hanging on his back.
ME-*playing around*Oh so he actually wants to see me.
NJ-Haha very funny, I am soooo sorry. I have been really busy.
ME-*again*With what? You could have at least called or stopped by!
NJ-*catches on*Well I was writing you a song!! I guess you don't want to hear it, do you!
I sat down on the couch.
ME-*sarcasm*A song? For me?
NJ-Well yea!
ME-Well yea I want to hear it!
NJ-Okay!!
I laughed at our fake fight.
He set next to me. I looked him in his eyes. I wanted to get serious now. I smiled and he started to play his guitar and sing....(When You Look Me In The Eyes by Jonas Brother)(In video)
He got down on his knees in front of me. He slowly put one hand on my one of cheeks. His eyes never left mine. I put a hand on his cheek too and lowered my head to him. Our lips softly touched. I went ahead and made it deeper then he added a little tongue. Did I mention, that he is a good kisser? =) I moved my hands and snaked them around his neck and pulling him into me even more. He pulled away and playfully kissed me again. Trailing kisses down my neck.
I didn't know someone so pure knew how to do these things. I guess Miley taught him well...haha. I thank her for that.He moved one hand up my leg to my side. Then to my lower back. I slid down to the floor. Which I was on his lap now. He laid my down in the floor and got on top of me. One arm was holding himself up so the he didn't hurt me.*We are Fully Clothed BTW*
He started sucking on my neck. I started messing around with his belt. I moaned as he kissed my turn on spot. I am already pregnant. What would it hurt? His career most likely.
ME-Stop.
NJ-*Pulls away* Why?
ME-If we do...It will hurt your career....Mine is already messed up. Why should I screw yours up? They will think that you got me pregnant, Nick...
NJ-Your right.
He gets off of me...
ME-That's not far...You gave me a hickey and you didn't get one....
NJ-Haha.
I got up and ran to my room and laid on my bed crossing my arms. Just to make him think that I was mad at him. He walked in. He looked confused.
NJ-What the Media don't know...Wont hurt the media...
ME-Well you made a promise to God.
NJ-*Bites lip*
I laugh. God he just keeps making it worse. I look out of the window. The rain still poured down and the sky was dark now.
NJ-I am calling my mother and telling her that I am staying the night with you.
ME-*Nods head*
Nick goes into the living room and I go into the bathroom. I start to run warm water.
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I change into boy shorts and a tank top. I walk out of the bathroom to Nick in some shorts and white wife beater setting on my bed. I crawl in bed next to him and crawl under the covers.(Laying on my side) He lays down under the covers too and pulls me into him.
NJ-One of these days...You and me are going to be married. We are going to have our own children and that's a promise to you, Lily.
I smile.
ME-I love you, Nick Jonas.
NJ-I love you, Lily
whoa...just as i read the part about " he began playing teh song when you look me in the eyes, it started in the video.....thats what i call creepy!
nickjonasbrother12 2 years ago
Hahaha, Awesome.
sisleann1995 2 years ago