"Masochist" (Original)

This song is not for kids or people who think I'm completely innocent. Don't say I didn't warn you.

Yes, I wrote this. It's brand new. And it's a lot better in high quality, so you know. And it is NOT about Twilight. Please, PLEASE no. Lyrics:

He's lying next to me
Whispering in my ear
Telling me I'm beautiful
And pulling me near
He's such a nice guy
And I don't know what to do
Cause all I can think about
Is how much I want you

I want you touching my face
I want you stroking my hair
I want you right here, right now
I want you so bad, I swear
I'd rather have you instead
I'd have you take me right there...
We both know that you'll hurt me
But right now, I don't care.

Why can't it be that
I fall for someone
And it all just works out
Without coming undone
Why can't I think of
The last time we kissed
Without getting so hot
There's no way I'd resist

I want you kissing me hard
Until we both get sore
I want me showing you mine
And you showing me yours
I freaking want to continue
What we started before...
But you're still holding back
And so damn hard to ignore

I don't understand
How I'm getting along without holding your hand
I keep asking why
I can't just move on to this other nice guy
I know that's unlikely
While you still mean this much to me
And I can't resist
Cause I must be some kind of masochist

I want you
kissing me hard until we're both sore
I want me
showing you mine and you showing me yours
I freaking want to continue
What we started before...
But you're still holding back
And it's so hard to ignore
That I want you
touching my face and stroking my hair
I want you
right here right now so bad, I swear
I'd rather have you instead
I'd have you take me right there...
We both know that you'll hurt me
But right now, I really don't care

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• original
• acoustic
• guitar
• song
• music
• angst
• crush
• romance

[namekman01]

how old are you?

[devilishlypure]

@namekman01 22.

[deadzonefan13]

Is there a version of this that's downloadable? I loveee this song.

[devilishlypure]

@deadzonefan13 Yeah, it's on bandcamp, iTunes, and amazonmp3. Thank you! :D

[ificry]

I've watched your videos on 5ag for years now and I never thought to watch your personal videos. What the fuck was I thinking? You're amazing. Keep it up.

[devilishlypure]

@ificry Aw, thank you so much! :D

[TheNinthDr]

For the love of sparkles people

dozens if not hundreds of works of fiction have dealt with the themes you're attributing to Twilight before Twilight ever existed, and better than Twilight could ever hope to pull of. Give it a rest.

[physguyk]

Holy wow. I like the rest of your music, but this one caught me off guard with its awesomeness. You took it up a notch, there. Well done.

[maaneblomme]

I love this song :D You are wonderful Lauren :)

[theomega616]

"This song is not for kids or people who think I'm completely innocent"

But instead of "fucking" you put "freaking"? Edgy ...

[kpzmurphy]

this is awesome! great playing and voice, good lyrics too! also....AWESOME V FOR VENDETTA POSTER! i love that comic/movie

[wilcaswell]

its dam good, is there some one your thinking of when you wrote it?

[kanehotdog14]

@Phenomental1ty fucking lold, love joe

[Phenomental1ty]

@jtfehr28 :D

[jtfehr28]

@Phenomental1ty I'd give this 10 thumbs up if I could, cuz I too watched that video and then ended up here.