Deadly Secret;; Oneshot

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It's my fault. It's all my fault. I should've known. I should've known what she was doing. I should've stopped it. I should've stopped her. I was her best friend. We were like sisters. Why couldn't I see? Why couldn't I have seen through her mask? Through her fake smile? I should've noticed.

"Sara?" I asked. I looked around the small, pink bathroom. I was sure I had seen her come in here. I was also sure that I had saw tears in her eyes. "Yeah?" I heard her muffled reply. "Are you ok?" I asked. "Was it what Raymond said? It doesn't matter. So what if he called you a bitch? Who cares what he thinks?" I heard shuffling coming from inside the bathroom stall. "No, I don't care. I'm fine, really. Just go back to lunch. I'll be there in a sec." she answered. "Are you sure?" I asked, uncertain. "Yeah, I'm fine. Go. I'll be there in a few, and we can continue discussing Nick Jonas' hotness." I chuckled. "Alright. Hurry up." I said, the left, going back to lunch, and sitting at our table. A few minutes later, I saw her come back. She was smiling.

I was so stupid. So clueless. So blind. I should've known what she had done. I should've been able to see right through her smile. I should've known she was in pain. What kind of a best friend was I? What kind of sister was I? I didn't even know my own sister was broken.

"Dude, are you sure you're ok?" I asked. "Yeah, my parents are just so bitchy sometimes. Thanks for listening." I heard her voice through the phone. "Can I call you back? I have to go do something really quick." I smiled slightly. "Sure. Hurry."

Why couldn't I have noticed? Why didn't I ask?

I heard the sound of someone throwing up. I walked into the pink bathroom, and looked around. "Hello? Is everything ok?" I asked. "Jayme?" It was Sara. "Sara, are you ok?" I asked, concerned. "Yeah, I'm fine. my stomach felt a bit weird, is all." she answered. '"Are you sure? Maybe you should go to the nurse..." I stated. "NO! Really, I'm fine, trust me. I feel a whole lot better." I heard a flushing toilet, and she opened the stall door. '"Please Jayme. I swear, I feel fine." she practically begged. "Well....ok...." I gave in. She hugged me, then rushed off to class, a smile on her face.

I was so close in middle school...

I watched her carefully as she came back from the bathroom. She wiped her mouth. She sat down, and took a piece of gum she got offered, putting it in her mouth immediately. She had only taken a few bites of her pizza. She didn't...wouldn't...couldn't! ...Would she?

Why couldn't I have been quicker in high school?

"I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU!" I yelled. "WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME?!" I saw the tears well up in her eyes, but I didn't care. I was too shocked, too angry, too ashamed. Shocked that she did it. Angry she didn't tell me. Ashamed that I didn't see it sooner. I was confused. Why would she do this? She always seemed so happy. I don't understand. I felt betrayed. I felt hurt. She kept this from me, for god knows how long. Did she not trust me? How can I still trust her? Was there anything else she was keeping from me? "Why didn't you tell me?" I asked quietly, not looking at her. "Because I was scared. I was scared you would think differently of me. I was afraid you wouldn't like me anymore." she answered. "I wouldn't judge you like that. I can't believe you would even think that! Is that what you actually think I would do? What the hell, Sara! Why the fuck did you do this shit? Why did you go bulimic?! You were scared to tell me? Bullshit! Don't trust me or something? Did you tell Isheeta? I bet you told her. You just don't trust me. She's just better! Is that it!?" I was crying. My heart hurt. It hurt so much. Sara was sobbing. She turned and ran. She ran to her car, and sped off. I just collapsed to the ground, sobbing myself. Why?

Cardiac arrest. She had suffered from cardiac arrest while she was driving. She had collided head on with a truck. Doctors said she died instantly. No pain. Now she wasn't in any pain. I was.

"Hi. Do you like the Jonas Brothers?" I asked a girl. I was in 7th grade. It was probably the second week of school. I was in gym class. And for the first few days, you do nothing but sit around and talk to friends in gym. Well, I just thought I could try and make more friends. "Yeah! My favorite is Nick!" the girl answered. I smiled. "Really? He's my favorite too!" I told her. Her eyes widened. "No way!" I laughed. "Way!" We both laughed. "I'm Sara." she introduced herself, holding out a hand for me to shake. I took it. "I'm Jayme."

My best friend is gone, and it's all my fault.

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[georgiaflorentine]

you realy dont know how much i related to this, thankyou

[jonasbrosfan1324]

@georgiaflorentine Your welcome!

[JonasGirl9393]

wow! that was so crazy! you wrote it so well, i felt liek i was standing in the story with you!

[jonasbrosfan1324]

Thanks Jazz! :)

[songsnstories]

wow...that was great :D loved it :D

[mezaaluvsflex]

awe that was so sad I loved it your a good writer :)

[ihearttwilight4ever4]

omg im in tears

[minnieiscool]

Aww.. :( thats so sad!!!

Loved it though! Very good!

[JBRoxMySox2]

Wow, that was amazing! You are a really great writer. I almost wanted to cry. It was really really good. :)

[jonasbrosfan1324]

No problem.