What it feels like to me

I talk about panic attacks and anxiety. I wouldn't have had the courage to talk about this if Jessie (NinjaJessie1) hadn't talked about it first! Jessie, I love you!

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[Lesli2]

thank you from one anxiety suffer to another.

Im trying so hard to get thru this, im taking baby steps, after so so long if being housebound, i took the first steps about two weeks ago. its hard but im trying cuase i feel we are worth it all of us suffers. HUGS.

[AmethystButterflyGrl]

Baby steps good. We are really worth it. Bravo to you for taking the first steps and thank you so much for commenting!

Big hugs to you!!!

[AmethystButterflyGrl]

Yanno what I did? I just did the vlogs and told myself I didn't have to post em. If I would have gotten too emotional or not felt right about it I wouldn't have posted them, but I figured it might have made me feel better to talk about it even if I never posted it. You could try that and then decide later if you feel like it. I know it is hard, it feels like you're really exposed by putting it out there.

Love you!!!

[AmethystButterflyGrl]

I know how you feel. It was so hard for me to talk about without crying or just without getting all emotional about it in general. Hard enough to talk about it without embarassing myself further! LOL My family has always dealt with serious subjects with humor, so I totally get the making jokes here and there thing. You did perfectly. You got the point across and you were sincere and you really made me feel good!

[ninjajessie1]

because that is when it hits me the hardedest, and last winter I was house bound the enitre winter, I couldn't even go Christmas shopping..I cried all day everyday, and barely slept a wink...maybe I will try and do a video that were I tell just how horrific it can get...don't know If I can though, cause I don't like getting to emotional.

Love you

[ninjajessie1]

Im just glad that I got people to talk about it, it really is a very deep subject to me, and It affected my life so negativly..i know I didn't go into alot of details in my video, and kinda made a goof ball joke here and there, but thats only because Its hard for me to really go into depth of the shear hell I went through without crying.....the wound is still very fresh, and I have much anxiety about Winter coming, ..cont.

[AmethystButterflyGrl]

It is hard to understand it, I think mostly because we all don't like to talk about it. There is a lot of embarassment and fear associated with it. It really makes me feel weak. But I'm getting stronger!

Hugs!

[AmethystButterflyGrl]

Oh I like to think of it that way, that talking about it gives me power over it. That's great Barb! Thanks so much!

Hugs!

[AmethystButterflyGrl]

Thank you so much! It really is so much better than it was. There are so many wonderful people here on YT!

Hugs!

[AmethystButterflyGrl]

It wasn't easy, it still kinda freaks me out to have it out there...exposed, yanno? But the fact that I've had such good feedback and the support of wonderful people like you does help a lot!

Hugs!