Loosing my Mother

I didn't get a chance to fine tune this completely, but this is a 'timeline' of the event that happened Christmas Eve morning 1998, and the depression that led to "escaping" after. My mother fell down the stairs and died in the life-flight helicopter after the ambulance she was in broke down. I am still cleaning up the mess of losing her and ruining my own life...

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• christmas
• death
• eve
• mom
• december
• parting
• partying
• drinking
• loosing
• control
• depression
• drugs
• sadness
• depressed

[nikkidiorio]

Thank you all for your comments. That is not my mom in the purple shirt, everything shown is a timeline of what happened on Christmas eve when she fell down the stairs and bled in my arms. The ambulance stalled in my driveway; and she ended up getting air-lifted to the hospital. The rest of the video pertains to my depression and hard partying after she died. 10 years later and I am still cleaning that mess!

[losh1212]

im so sorry to all of you who have lost your mothers life i know its the saddest thing on earth

[DragonFlowers101]

Losing a mother is the worst thing in your life..

I lost her twice so far, with my parents divorce.

When I see her again, I don't want to lose her ever again....

[terrigreen100]

I am loosing my Mom any time now and my heart is broken beyond belief..............

[ShellMusic2011]

I lost my mom a few months ago to cancer. She fought so hard, I'll never forget her courage and dignity. She was my best friend as well as being a fantastic mother. I wrote a song for her and others who have lost a loved one, a piano ballad called 'My Friend'. If you have a moment have a listen on my channel.

[TannerLovergurl]

My mother died when I was 7, I am 14 almost 15 now, I cry all the time over it, feeling like a baby, but knowing what other people go through. It didn't affect me much until I was 9 or 10, I guess I didn't really pay attention much. But I am cleaning up my mess..and sorry for your loss.

[preciousjeweldivine]

i just saw this video. I feel your pain. My mother left 12-24-2011. Im in tears as i write this.

[TheGamingRioters]

Merry christmas!

[Twigge125]

@scenegurl42 im really sorry for your loss...R.I.P

my father died in 9/11, world trade center

[juli8010]

@giannesnow no matter what person your motther was she will always be your mom no matter what!

[giannesnow]

My Momma passed away when I was ten......She died from drugs...and......alchol.Someti­mes she abused me when I was little....and my borther.....I miss my momma.....she gave me up for adoption when I was for....But then she got me back......And abused me and hurt me......But that was only when she was on drugs.......alcholol.......Why am I crying right now..?