Nick Jonas Love Story Chapter 36

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"You know that friend I told you I met up with before?" I started. I could barely talk, but I had to get it out. He sounded nervous, and cautious as he prompted me again to continue.
"Uh, yeah?" I blinked away tears. His voice was shaky. I was doing what I thought, and promised myself I would never do; I was hurting him. And that hurt me. So much, I hated myself.
"I-I guess I liked him more than I thought, and we..." I gulped. I was just about to rip apart not only our relationship, but two hearts. He was breathing deeper and my tears started. More than anything in the world I wish he didn't have to know. I said it quick, as everything fell apart. "We kissed."
The world seemed to stop as he took this in. One minute at a time, my heart shattered. Only to be put back together again if Nick would have it be that way. I pressed my lips together in anticipation. I couldn't take it. I needed to hear his voice again. It had been almost 5 minutes.
"Nick, just say something. Say I hate you and I never want to see you again, I don't care just say something!" I said, desperatly. He took a deep breath and when he stated to talk his voice was shaky, and I could barely understand him.
"I-I, could never hate you, Nicole. I just can't talk to you right now." That wasn't nearly as bad as I expected or deserved, but it still made me cry. My heart throbbed, painfully. "I thought... you loved me..." He said quietly, but loud enough for me too hear. I DID love him! I would always love him.
"I do, more than anything! I don't even know why I let him kiss me. If I could change anything in my life, I would change that one thing, because right now, I feel like everything is broken. My life pretty much. And I hurt you so much. Please tell me that someday you can forgive me. Maybe that would give me a reason to continue." I said, meaning every word. I really didn't want to be alive right now, knowing that I'd hurt him so much. I would've rather been six feet under. That didn't sound so bad...
"I can't, right now. But I still love you Nicole, and even if you break my heart for the rest of my life, I'll keep coming back to you because there is no other place I'd rather be." He said, still shaky. I knew by this point that he was crying. How could he possibly forgive me that easily? Did he really love me that much?
"I don't deserve you.." I mumbled to myself.
"Just try and put my heart together again, please? Because you've torn it apart. And you are the only one who can fix it. I've left it with you..." He let out a deep, trembling breath and the line went dead.
"I'm sorry...." I said quietly, so quiet that even if someone was right next to me, they wouldn't have heard. But somehow, I knew that Nick heard, from across the country. And he would somehow find it in his heart to forgive me.
O.o ....
Not good. But in a way, it's good that Nicole told him.
So that she wouldn't feel guilty or have to lie all the time.
.....right?

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[nickJluvstry]

Definetly! From this point I could do anything:)

[JoBrosLover151]

aww i'm cryin that was g8

[shaunamarie07]

its good and bad cause u never no wat can happen in a blink of the eye ! cause it can go either way ?