LIFE IS PILGRIMAGE!

HONESTLY, I do not usually do this, but if I have to START A NEW LIFE I have to CONQUER MY PRIDE, forgive and LEARN TO APOLOGIZE.
So here it goes...

Sorry Na', when I shouted back at you, I just find it natural for me to talk back, you have made nights into days just to give a life you aspire for us, but sometimes you are not appreciated, and realizing it now, my heart really bleed.
Sorry Ma', when I took you for granted at times, when I should've admired you for how great you are, your sacrifices are surmountable, you are to me is the greatesssssst dad! How I wish I could give you a comfortable life you never experienced since your childhood.
Sorry Toh', when I pretend sick when I'm lazy, I just felt so comfy when I'm in TV. I would buy suka instead of tuyo all because I'm such a asshole when it comes to chores. But I guess, I've changed...right?
Sorry Dah' when there were times that I despised you, when I shouldn't compared you with my ideal woman since you have your personality of your own, instead, I forge you to be someone that you're not. Upon realizing it...I have learn that you are such sweet and admirable woman! Be Happy!
Sorry Kuys when I found you arrogant, I should've seen earlier how responsible you are to aspire of becoming just like you.
Sorry Bill if I discuss with you all the time, it's just way of showing how comfortable I am with you. We had the worst fights! Sorry if I've been snob with your sweet efforts. Its really your extreme PRIDE that piss me off!

Sorry Pong if a have been selfish, I just thought that you took the attention as the youngest from me since I had it the longest time before you were born. Childish isn't it? But now we're grown-ups, I had never felt so lucky to have a patient and brother-abiding sibling in you. May you have the fulfillment in your chosen field, as long as you feel that you're doing something for the better of your religion, however small it is, you should be happy enough, for Allah will give you the reward, not in this life time but in eternal life. Insha'Allah! I am the proudest of having you as brother!

Sorry Mga As (grandparents), I should've been more considerate and stick with my promised chicken joy. Such a small request yet so hard to find time for it... I wished I will still have the chance to make-up for it.
Sorry Mga Bapa and Babo if you find me disrespectful and having pride when I'm at peak of my statement, I should have soft voice when talking to you.
Sorry Pinsans, when I lack time of talking to you and listening to what you have to say. So self-centered!

Friends, if I have spoken or thought bad things against you, discomforted and ridiculed you intentionally and unconsciously may you find it in your heart to forgive me, please. I know I have done this in my life time, I'm such an ass at times, please forgive me. Now that I've been counting my blessings, I just can't keep up because I have each one of you to count. Some of you may have been so close like brothers and sisters to me, some were friends because of work and related advocacy, (When you are burned out and stress you tend to be rude with your workmates/orgmates, I did not mean that way) some acquaintance, some with only common friends, anyhow, I am thinking of you, so deep that I will have you in my bag as I piously pray in the Holy Place, remembering you--that before your death visits you, you'll find the truth about the beauty of Islam, praying for your success not in this world but in life after, hoping that you find lasting peace and true happiness... and that's a promise!

And to all those who I have done wrong, I am thinking of YOU... YES YOU!
FORGIVE ME, from not replying on your text even I have load, for breaking promises, forgetting or avoiding my credits, for quietly cursing you, lying just to feel good towards me, pretending to impress, offended you with my remarks and actions, stealing from mom's wallet, or fabricating words just to rid myself from accusations, made up stories to have your ears, imagining sexual urges towards you, things just keep on going.... I ask forgiveness from the bottom of my heart to each one of you.

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