T11 - If Jesus was an Addict - Hero(in) Music

Lyrics:
it's like we prey for change but our greed is the problem
like the gov't just opened up out wallets and they robbed 'em
a $1000 check is like 7 after taxes
and my rent is $650, i'll let you do the mathematics
& i'm tryin to kick this habbit that don't help my situation
my priorities are crooked so i'm losin all my patients
$80 dollars a day to trick my mind to feel content
but now i'm $30 in the hole, so i steal to make rent
but the rent don't get paid cuz my habbits now an addiction
and the story i made up is all lies, call it fiction
it leaves my moms and my girl in a sticky situation
they wanna help me but don't wanna add to the equation
if they don't wanna help, then i'll just help myself
to their purses over there i see em sitting on the shelf
i know it's hard to understand i shouldn't take her ring,
but if jesus was an addict he would do the same thing
it's like we sing for hope, knowing that it ain't coming
tie the rope around my neck and don't think to stop runnin//
but i don't think at all
anymore my minds dead so i break and i fall
hoping to get caught cuz on my own i can't stop
if i could untie this knot then i might have a shot
at redemption, but i ain't the one that's gonna save me
pacin in my room man i'm fuckin going crazy
night turns to day turns to night turns to weeks turns to months
of hangin in there but dying to give up
and i'm just dying for stability
knowin that these little pills are all intent on killin me
knowin that the real me is know where to be seen
preyin that i wake up and it's all just a dream
but i know that it's not deep down in my heart
so i fight to stay afloat before it tear me apart

tear me apart i know it can't be hard
with all the shit we been through we try and cover up our scars
but they make us who we are
we can't hide the fact that we played the wrong cards

tear me apart i know it can't be hard
with all the shit we been through we try and cover up our scars
we need to take down our guard
forget about the past, and just reach for the stars

tear me apart, you try and tear me apart
but i wont let you, tear me apart
no i won't let you, tear me apart
no i won't let you

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[TehSponge01]

This is killer. The whole CD is fire

Gotta pick this up soon

[t11slantedroom]

@TehSponge01 Thanks man!!! Please do, the support would be very much appreciated!!!

[TNTBlowinUp]

This is hot! I can feel the energy and power in yor voice. Sends chills man....thanks for uploading, Just thank you.

[t11slantedroom]

@TNTBlowinUp Thank you man, i really really appreciate the kind words!! The album just dropped on iTunes and CDBaby if you are interested!

[RandomMalcolm]

Unlike other artist your music has meaning the only thing that bothers me is your voice. :D

[t11slantedroom]

@RandomMalcolm Thanks for the props man, I really appreciate it. And i'm glad you find my voice to be unique, I do as well.

[Bob42jh]

@cdc0186 thank you! Keep your head up man as you know i too struggled and continue to struggle with addictions. Take each day as it comes!

[cdc0186]

damn man, just found you through bob42jh and im glad i checked you out. everything ive heard is fucking fantastic

[FilmSkater]

Love the CD man. Shit is amazing.  Your music is like a breath of fresh air for hip hop. Hope you can make it big!!!

[t11slantedroom]

@OGDonJuan Thank you man, I appreciate the kind words and the promotion!! I need all the promotion I can get at this point, so thank you very much!!

[OGDonJuan]

your something different man, you're needed in hip hop..im promoting ur shit in the UK from now on safe

[t11slantedroom]

@BigThier96 Thank you bro!!! Yeah, I love the artwork as well! The homie Drew Dunlap did that shit. Google that fool if you're ever in need of some sick graphic design! He's a pro. Thank you for the support and the facebook post, much appreciated!!