depressed contemplative vlog

yes, meaning of life.
tell me what it is.
for now, it is love, spirituality, career.
and to that end I do not know if happiness will come in the achievement of these things...

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[o7levi]

things.. be grateful for what you DO have.. and work to get more, not material things, but work towards finding the things that give you joy, and then keep doing them. over time, the thought patterns and neural networks you've created (focusing on depressive thoughts) will get replaced, and your mindset will change. our thinking is our best friend or worst enemy, it pretty much determines the life we lead. church is a good idea.. surround yourself with positive energy, master a talent, etc etc..

[blumac81]

Good point. Like today I went out and played tennis with my meetup group, something I haven't (been able to) do for a long time. I enjoyed it so much, felt great afterwards. I also enjoy gaming, and playing songs on the guitar and piano...and watching episodes of House, Naruto Shippuden, and Bleach ;) so I should stick to those too? :P

[o7levi]

which can feel impossible at times. also, don't put too much pressure on yourself with women. it is very rare you'll find a woman nowadays that will stick with you through thick and thin. they are rare. so many people get divorced nowadays, so don't set your sites on that or let other people change how you feel about you. your personal fulfillment in life should be your top goal, so long as it doesn't hurt anyone else. everything else will come in time. watch "the secret".. dwell on positive

[blumac81]

Hmm is it so rare to find that traditional type of woman? Maybe if you're dating teenagers, but, I've noticed as women get older they look towards those more traditional ideals in guys. My ideal has always been traditional, never about sex, so I guess I just haven't matched up with the younger dates, I guess that'll change with time! Any way, Michele is still talking to me, so I don't think it was a cop out. Maybe I was just being too suspicious.

[Xkooda]

Hey matt, i watched the whole 23 minutes and enjoyed hearing your thoughts, as i always do.

I even wrote you a meaningful 500 letter reply, but it didnt save.

I will post my thoughts on your situation again soon

Oh and are you playing Wolk yet hehe?

[blumac81]

Thank you for watching all of it! :) Much love to ya! That sucks about your 500 letter reply, maybe some other time post it, but no biggie :)

Yup and I bought Wotlk the day it came out, made me a tanking night elf Death Knight, now at lvl 59 grinding BG's, and working on at least getting 71 on my 70 draenei frost mage :) good times! How about you?

[stemcellssave]

The meaning of life, truth, the point of it all....Your sole is yearning for something more. More than the superficiallity, more than the "programming" we receive in this culture through the mass media - and believe me - in America we are programmed. My suggestion is to continue to explore your relationship with god (as you're doing), and to also begin to understand how and why god and virtues in general are absent from society - The New World Order and the International Banking System are why.

[nayomee77]

Yes and still watching lol.. watched and listened to the whole thing.

I am sorry u've been feelin depressed again. Thinking about u. I will write back soon. Been havin some probs lately too..as normal.

[nayomee77]

Aww Matty.. I'm glad ur praying. I do believe God does reveal himself through the holy spirit.. we still need faith even if he does reveal himself. God wants us to know him and have a relationship with him. Have u ever read any of Job? I have a book that is called Where is God when it hurts? Maybe u might see if u can get it. I have others i can suggest to u.

I'm sorry to hear about the date :( Your a great guy..someone will come along for u ;)

Sorry I haven't written back yet. Lotsa love xoxo.

[kpharloff]

eh the repetition of life. Blue mac, as I had the blues, got to change the mentality. But I dont want to lecture. Just listening here and interesting video bro. If you want this philosopher's humble opinion there is no doubt a meaning to life and its in the weird little coincidences I find the order in the chaos. I smile at the sychronicity of it all. God? Beings? Dunno, but there is meaning. If you want to have some fun check out my meaning of life meaning song video. I enjoy the lyrics.

[Hillke]

There is so much more than this! God is alive and real. Keep praying.

[blumac81]

I think it was a contributing factor. I see the same in girls raised with brothers. Maybe the innate sensivity I had was cultivated or 'ignited' because of living with women. Modern day males still discourage displaying of sentiment, its a fact. (not all, mind you)

[BobbyBrady2000]

Being sensitive and emotional doesn't have anything to do with the fact that you were raised with girls. You are just a sensitive person.